brocolli is purple

2005-06-16T16:15:00.000+08:00

TEMPORARY SUSPENSION OF THE SERVICE PROVIDING EXCITING NEWS FRM MY LIFE

yes well i guess im kinda tired nt bein able to express my real feelins

kinda feels sucky havin to edit n reedit the stuff i post in case its too personal

so yups for nw dis blog is temporarily out of service

until such a time i feel the need to update ppl of the happenins in my life w/o worryin tt restricted details of my life gets found out by ppl who are nt supposed to find ut such details

but to all those who visit my blog regularly n cant live w/o noein hw i am (yes i noe theres alot of u ppl out there :D)

feel free to call me or tag lah i tink i shld still be usin the tag thingy

yups till im off to live my exciting uni life

don miss me too much k :D

2005-06-15T19:19:00.000+08:00

MY BRAIN CELLS NEED STIMULATION

bored

bored bored bored

wah my gdness im like super bored nw tt im even blogging (yes well i onli blog when im bored haha)

i haf like tonloads of wk but their all mundane boring boring boring brain cell killing stupid little things like filing labelling n the works

wahhh n the worse part is im back at the comp 24/7 but i haf nothin to do onlineee!!!!

someone recommend me a gd website!!!

ugh im super sleepy tho ingested 2 cans of caffieney drinks to attempt nt to fall aslp

coke AND coffeee

die

hw much sugar is tt?!

confirm gettin fat again

sighhhh

but nvm i tink the pathetic state tt im in is totally worth it

cos last nite was so exciting!!!!

i got stopped by the police n ended up climbing the gate back into my hse to get my i/c

so excitinggg :D

haha okie nvm long story

i love rocky road ice cream tho :)

ate a total of 1 n a half tubs in 5 daes

omg tts it im soooo goin on a diet...

startin nxt wk cos dis wk i still haf alot of appointments dis wk :p

procrastinatorrrrrrr

i am so beyond bored

boooooooo :(

2005-06-12T18:31:00.000+08:00

STRETCHED TO THE LIMIT
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todae was a dae full of goin beyond wat i thot was my limit
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went for the national runway cycling/blading event dis mornin
took the 15km route n boy was it exhilerating :D
k lah the 1st 8km was killer cos i was goin kinda fast
(cos hafta keep up wif my dad n bro who're in some skate club mah...
my gosh they're nuts!!!
the team did a total of 3 rounds=45km
im soooo glad i din join them :p)
but yah aft the 5km mk every single km became longer n longer
it was like aft the 6km i was super tired
n aft travelling for like (wat seemed like) a super long way
i was like tinkin hmmm i tink the ppl forgot to put up the distance sign
n im like cool i tink shld be quite close to the finish line...
oh man when i saw the "7km... 8km to go"
i almost puked on the spot
ughhhhh
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so decided to slow down cos super DUPER winded
(actualli no lah nt decided i don tink i was in any form to keep on at tt speed)
budden once i slowed down it was SUPER SHUANG
nt onli was i away frm the crowd most of the time cos
the cyclists were all faster than me so they'd overtake me
whereas all the bladers were slightly slower than me (no im nt gloatin k!!)
n of course tt meant i got the full attention of the little ns boys i passed along the way
heh
ok so aniwae i ended up totally enjoyin the route
AND (i hope) toning up n slimmin down :p
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at the 2km mk aft we started it began rainin quite heavily so everyone was like "shittt..."
but aiyah it wasnt THAT heavy so i jus tahaned it out
n im so glad i did cos i got to c one of the most beautiful n magical sights in nature
i saw a DOUBLE RAINBOW :D
yes nt jus a single
a DOUBLE RAINBOW
amazing mother nature :)
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oh haha was all kiasu so went for the free healthcheck
but so boring k
all my tests n measurements came out in the NORMAL range
boo
BORINGGGGGGG
haha oh but nw im OFFICIALLY standing at 1.63m weighing in at 53kg
hahahahahaaaaaaaaaaaa
quite happie since i was forever 56kg in jc :p
blah
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oh but was kinda sufferin the entire time aft the race cos i was havin a realli realli bad tummy upset
as in tt type u jus wanna double over n die
wanna shit but cant cos the toilets were uber gross
i tahaned the pain for like 3h before i gave up n ended up at the eunos toilet havin the worse diarrhoea in my life
ugh
n it doesnt help nw tt i keep needin to go toilet every half hour but nothin comes out cos my stomach doesnt exactly haf anythin to digest considerin i din eat anythin todae :p
but im quite proud of myself
can tahan for so long :)
i will be super successful in tt type of competition where u need lotsa perserverance n determination n tahanism i bet :D
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2005-06-10T15:46:00.000+08:00

COFFEE
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im in love
wif my custom blended starbucks mocha frap wif hazelnut chips n all the other special ingredients in it
:)
n yes im still sniffling nw
so the effort wasnt wasted (luckily!!)
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thank u
thank u
thank u
thank u
thank u

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yum~
coffee is super sweet
literally n metaphorically
:D
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2005-06-08T18:19:00.000+08:00

THINGS ARE LOOKIN UP...

HOPE I DON GET BIRD SHIIT ON MY FACE

things are definately lookin up in my life

jus last wk todae

i tot i was gonna be unemployed

n i HATED my eunos boss cos she was a bitch

(i don tink she realli liked me either :p)

but in less than a wk

alot of things haf changed

ok fine so nt THAT major a change but still change is change k

n as much as i hate her i tink dis is her ONLY words of wisdom

i quote camille frm antm cycle 2 "The only thing permanent in a lifetime is change."

last tues my chinatown boss (the accountant one) told me tt bcos the busy accounting period (ie tax returns etc) was over

she wldnt realli be needin my svcs anymore

other than if she had any other major project she needed my help wif

i admit the feelin of nt bein wanted majorly suckedit was kinda like rejectn even tho it wasnt cos my job performance was bad or anythin

i mean so far in my entire life the onli time i felt so rejected was tt SINGLE time i (STUPIDLY) admitted to dis guy i liked him but he turned me down

ugh

bad experiencebut i mean job wise ive always been welcomed

even in my old optics2000 job im still welcome to go back to wk as n when i want

lao loh saes i don even need to let them noe when i wanna wk

jus come in if im free

yes so obviously the fact tt i was (kinda) fired (or to put it more mildly, my services no longer needed)

it realli realli felt v v odd n kinda like punched in the stomach

oh man for once i realli felt upset enuf to wanna cry abit

okie lah but bein the happy thing i am (yes fine mebbe nt happie jus jaded :p)

i was fine aft i bought my (waist25"!!!) pair of levis :D

den 2 daes later (aft i had alreadi psyched myself up for a nice looong hol n bein all happie nt havin a job)

the accountant boss tells me tt she might need for a few more daes cos suddenly there was alot more to be done at the eunos office

so ok i was like

"sure anytime u need me lor since im so free"

tt was thurs last wk

on fri

the eunos boss while fetchin me home (she suddenly became nice to me... yes shock gasp wheeze more on tt later)

started quizzing me act hw much the accountant boos paid me n i was like

"ermmm cannot sae lah confidential"

cos the accountant boss did tell me nt to reveal cos she charged the eunos boss for her office gurls to go down to eunos by the hr n she charges abt $100 a dae (whereas i onli earn abt $60 of it)

so i was like "realli cannot sae leh!!!"

but she dig n dig n dig so i gave her an ambiguous amt

"arnd $6 plus per hr lah"den she dropped the bombshell

"aiyah xiao mei ah (i donno y aft she called me tt everyone else in the office is calling me tt too!!! grrrr)

im askin u nt cos i wanna noe hw much extra amabel (accountant boss) is charging me (tt shrewd witch trust her to noe y i don wanna tell her!!)

its jus tt i noe she might nt need ur svcs anymore rite

so i want to find out hw much she pays u den aft u finish everythin for her i wanna hire u as our admin girl"

ooooooooh

crap lah if i knew tts y she wanted to noe hw much i earnedi wld haf said $10/h

tsk

but yes well as i mentioned jus nw

the eunos boss suddenly v nice to me

she always buys back lunch n offers to treat me to dinner

she always buys back food n forces me to eat and/or bring home be it bao or kueh or watever

n she ALWAYS saes nice things abt me to the other ppl in the office so much so tt i get goospimples

"she v clever at talkin!!! so pretty oso (no im serious she said tt im nt tryin to be egotistical here k!!).." etc

eeeeeeeeeeee

im hopin she doesnt mean it sarcastically

jus nw quite funny oso

cos she bought bao back den its like everytime any guy (even the man boss!!) went to take a bao

they'll always offer me one as well

i tink they tink im too shy (HAH RITE) to take myself

den the eunos boss was like

"wah can offer to young girl... hw abt me? old alreadi tt y forgotten rite"

luckily she was smiling when she said tt man :p

or else i bet id be jobless by nw

erk i tink she likes me cos i remind her of her goddaughter (whos a lawyer lehh... heh implying im smart n speak well i bet ;p)

n apparently i look n sound exactly like her

haha weird

ohhh n i realise nxt time i wanna wk wif rich bosses

cos so far all the bosses tt ive wked wif ALWAYS offer to send me home if im on the way to wherever im goin

n it din hurt tt they all had nice cars :D

i tink ive saved a bomb on transport :D

yes yes so my life is kinda gd rite nw

im kinda 70% happie wif it

(which is damn high as compared to the usual 40%)

woohoo~

im off to collect my red hot funky specs

shall go post some pics in abit :)

2005-06-04T00:56:00.000+08:00

MY HEAD IS TOO SMALL FOR HELMETS
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yes well tts wat i found out tonite cos everytime we went over a bump the helmet wld slide rite down n cover my eyes!!!!
n i tot my head was considered big :p
oh well brain nt proportionate to head size so its ok :)
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ohhhh but tonite was fun
company was gd laughed alot
rolled eyes alot as well :p
in fact laughed so much forgot to pay for dinner
uh oh nxt time gonna go back to scrub plates
heh
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ohhhh n clubbing last nite was FUNNNNNNN :D
alot of funny characters
write more tml
eyes hurt like nuts
tts y sentences so disjointed
surviving on 4h of slp..........
n im sup to go running tml at MACRITCHIE at 8AM wif ys
NUTS
i don even noe if i still wanna go wif xiu n the rest for some rubbish 17 summer hunks thingy
all the guys are kinda gross lor
all so xiao hai zi
i want DA NAN REN!!!!
heh like mr hottie in white shirt :D
yawnnnnnn
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2005-06-02T18:12:00.000+08:00

WAITINGGGGG
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waiting for my songs frm limewire to transfer to my creative mediasource thingy
its takin sooooooo longgggggggggggg
but den again haha its onli my fault cos im like a compulsive obsessive type of d/lder
as of the past 2wks i tink ive d/led at least 200 songs
haha i don even noe wat songs they
are jus d/l all songs frm artistes i like all songs frm gavin degraw's chariot album (which all turned out pretty gd :D)
n oso allsongs frm 3rd eye blind (oso realli REALLI gd)
nw d/ing songs from kaiser chiefs n so far most of them are nt too bad as well...
hmmm wat can i sae i haf gd taste mah :D
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goin clubbing later on wif regine irene n jing :D
woohoo~
budden kinda sad cos i don haf anythin new to wear :(
nt tt id buy anythin else cos im soon gonna be joblessss!!!!!!!!
haha its a long story but to summarise it
my boss doesnt need my services anymore cos the busy accounting period
n basically all tts remaining to be done is all v technical
like double entry n wat nt
boooooo
nt tt id wanna stay on if the wk gets any more complicated
alreadi all my brain cells are dying tryin to finish up all the dumb bank reconciliations
donno wat it means
well neither do i realli :p
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oh haha but somethin v funny happened jus nw
i went to posb to go do some stuff
so u hafta grab a no n wait until the counter staff calls u
it was quite funny cos there wasnt much place to sit so theres dis old malay woman who doesnt haf a place to sit so i give up mine (awww im so nice rite :D)
n before tt i oso helped her take a ticket so she was tellin all the other ppl (who were incidently all oldies oso) hw nice i was
my gosh so paiseh leh
but so aniwae
the oldies started talkin to me oso
den there was dis fat old indian lady who talked ALOT
most of the time i cldnt realli hear her but aiyah jus pretend rite laugh abit smile abit
den dis guy in tank top n 3/4 sat down beside her
she leaned over n asked me "eh... tt one girl izzit?"
i was like
"...erm... hahahahahhaaa no leh its a guy"
den she replied "aiyah youngsters nw a days... gurl don look like gurl boy don look like boy"
den both of us kept lookin at him n laughing
wahhh the poor guy
i tink he cannot tahan our scrutinisation n he left like aft 2min
tsk so mean rite her
hahahahahaaaaa
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ok aniwae
im gonna be late
so better go :D
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2005-06-01T12:09:00.000+08:00

BOLLOCKS TO OLD SAGGY

omg

the woman (old hag) boss of the eunos company is such a pompous nose in the air i tink im better than the rest of the world but shes nt AT All BITCH

seriously my gdness i donno hw her employees n husband tahan her

i definately cant

nw i noe y dis place had like at least 4 secretaries in the past 6 mths but all of them quit

n nw i noe y my boss doesnt like wkin wif tt woman

even shes considerin givin up dis bloody business!!!!

yes shes THAT bad

crap jus got stuck in ANOTHER one of th hags cross fires wif my boss

eunos boss asked me to hurry my boss for some meetin

so i msg her budden my boss saes wasnt informed of any meetin n she wants me to ask wat its abt

but the meetin alreadi started n there NO WAY im gonna intrude man

i'd get castrated by the bitch on the spot (if i were male aniwae)

den my boss msged back

"she cannot assume i noe abt the meetin"

erm ok so wat am i supposed to do nw?

tell her ur comin or nt comin or tt ur on strike or WAT?!

don send me such ambiguous msges can!!!

luckily (or act i tink its quite unlucky)the eunos boss comes out n bugs me (AGAIN!! i mean cant she be more PATIENT u cannot wait for ppl but ppl must always wait for u meh)

n she asks me (for the 6th time)

"when is ur boss comin"i mean htf do i noe rite my boss doesnt even wanna tell me whether shes even on her way yet cos shes too busy feelin angry at the eunos boss

so poor little me mumbles"erm... she saes shes comin but shes nv sae where..."

"aiyoh xiao mei ah (in tt bitchy condescending tone of hers) y cant u sms her n ask her"

isnt tt wat i had been doin for the past 20min?!?

stupid ugly old bitch hag (God forgive me for bein so mean BUT ITS ALL TRUE)

crap den my boss walked in n i was like "erm... i tink u shld go for the meetin like NOW cos they're all waitin for u"

(n under my breath "yes like go in NOWWWW cos ill jus get screwed by the old hag if she sees u sittin out here so calmly!!!")

but my boss went

"i don c y i shld go for a meetin im nt informed of... its ok im gonna sit here until she asks me to go in... i don like her way of doin things"

but lucky the eunos boss loves my boss cos shes the onli accountant who can tahan her

so when the eunos boss saw my boss she was like"oh theres a meetin inside we're all waitin for u!!"

n my boss retorts

"but i din noe abt the meetin i don like to go to meetins tt im uninformed abt" (wah attitude lehhh!!!)

but duh eunos boss likes my boss so much she jus replies nicely(!!)( well as nice as a condescending old hag can aniwae)

"nvm jus go in first its procedure"

wahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh siannnnnn shes onli bitchy to ppl who cant help her much

but she practically licks all the asses of big bosses n those ppl essential to her business lor

suxxxxxxxxxxx

yes n let me tell u wat happened jus nw tho which was jus as crappy if nt worse

my boss ask me to go to the eunos office n to write a check n jus ask eunos boss to sign it

so i double checked i knew wat to do by askin "so i jus write the check like directly"

n my boss goes "yes directly, jus ask the the eunos boss to sign"

so tts exactly wat i do

but my head was practically bitten off when i asked her to sign

"cant u c im v busy? isnt ur boss comin in tml? ask her to let me sign den" in tt v snotty tone of hers

pls lor other ppl nt busy meh my boss got better things to do than to ask u to sign checks leh old woman!!

but my gosh if i tot yest nite was bad

dis mornin was worse

went into office n i was like BUSY oso doin all the dumb accounting shit

n she jus call out to me (oh hw i wishi cld jus ignore her... but curses i cldnt cos she'd prob complain to ym bos i wa bein rude)

to scold me for interruptin hre last nite when she was so busy (can u detect the irony here?! i was BUSY too!!!)

"xiao mei nxt time u cannot interrupt me when im wkin im v busy u noe i stayed in the office wkin until 11pm"

no shit

do i look like i care tt u haf NO LIFE n ur husband prob cant even tahan u enuf to want to talk to u nicely?

well guess wat

I DON CARE~

aniwae den she goes on

"n hw can u jus issue checks like tt? ur supposed to ask permission before u write the cheques.. nxt time cannot do tt understand?"

i replied

"no but my boss said tt i shld jus issue straight n get u to sign"

oh but obviously saggy din understand wat i jus said tt MY BOSS ASK ME TO DO EXACTLY WAT SHES ASKIN ME NT TO DO

so she replies

"nxt time ask ur boss to ask me to sign... n don issue checks w/o permission"

oh pls i wont be arnd nxt time to issue anymore checks man!!!hahahahahahahaaaa eat my crap n DIE WOMAN DIEEEE

too baddddddddd cant boss me arnd anymore :D

aiyah

i bet shes jealous tt im still young n pretty

whereas she has a gross saggy bulldog face n disguting cellulitey thighs which she shows off in her branded (but v unflattering) clothes

ugh

can my daes get any worse?

thank GOD (as in seriously i pray n thank Him wif all my heart)t

t im nt gonna be doin dis job anymore

2005-05-27T16:53:00.000+08:00

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haha isnt tt such a cute smiley

heh looks like troy rite tt silly gurl n her vampire teeth...

so cute :D

oh theres another one oso v cute

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okie so im officially bored nw

heh

was actualli tryin to make a sniffly face aiyah budden cannot make it lah cos the smileys either look like they're cryin

or they don even remotely resemble anythin face-like

yes but the whole pt of dis (v dumb) exercise

is to show tt im havin a VERI dribbly nose which is IRRITATING MEEEEEE!!!!!!

roar

in additn to the irritating nose drip

i am nw officially gonna confirm screw some account up

CONFIRM

tts y im procrastinating cos im act quite scared tt when i start i might jus cry

trust me

its THAT difficult

sighhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

so here iam all alone in the (freezing) eunos office slacking n wasting the companys money

oh well who acres the bosses earn so much money i tink they can afford to pay me to jus endure dis inhumane cold

ohhhh yest was funnnn :)

went out wif ronnie eug n nick

but stupid ronnie left early aft kicking nick n eug's ass in pool

my gosh hes DAMN GOOD lor!!!!!

like i bet he can actualli finish a whole game in a SINGLE turn

wahhhhhh

haha me bein the ultimate failure at pool obviously gave up playin aft half a game

ohhh but denagain LINUS IS BETTER :D

yes yes hes MUCH BETTER according to ronnie

aiyah nt surprising lahhh i always like dis sorta guys who are gd at eveythin one mah

wat can i sae

i haf gd taste :D

oh but im so jealous of ronnie cos he n (the veri hot) linus are like soooo close!!!!

yes i tink ronnie wld make a superb gf tho

n if linus turns out gay n went wif ronnie

i wldnt mind cos i noe hes in gd hands :D

aiyahhh obviously i don realli like linus in THAT way

but nonetheless he has n shall continue bein my perfect eyecandy :)

aniwae

back to the topic of yest

haha went for dinner aft pool n we were talkin bout the crappiest thingsn doin retarded things as well

like waving at poor unknowing guys who prob thought we were nuts

oh yessss n i saw dis super nice pair of plastic specs

bright red as in bright BRIGHT red

i tink its SOOOO hot lor

n of course aft learnin tt u can actualli bargain on glasses

i obviously did the same n was like haggling wif the sales ppl

okie lah i was considered NICE alreadi lehi onli asked for a mere $20 more off frm their price

where i used to wk they wld sae "50% off den i buy frm u"

siao

pls lor 50% off i'm nt THAT desperate for ur business k

oh but the specs were realli nice like realli loud realli

the onli prob is tt i wont be able to match it wif alot of clothes lor

i can onli wear it when im wearin black/white/red

hwwwww shld i buyyyyyy?

but i want itttttttttt cos its so niceeeeeee

okie fine haha im whiny

but i realli like it!!!!

n its QUITE cheap

as compared to the specs at optics2000

i mean there the average pair was like $400

but the one i want is onli $190 (aft all my haggling :p)

so hwwww shld i get?!

n aft i get the pair i shall go back optics2000 to do adjustments cos its a plastic pair n so normal optical shops cant adjust it cos they don haf the heater

who cares if they tink im betraying optics200?!

bollocks to them man im NOT payin $140 for a pair of lenses tt cost $5 (or so) frm the supplier n each pair of frames retail at approx 100% higher than cost

nuts

yes tt stupid nick wants to fight wif me for hot guys :(

oi gay boy u haf a gf aleadi hor so keep ur hands to urself!!!

the hot guys are MINEEEEE

mwahahahahaaaa

n eug is my mei so u better keep ur hands off him oso horrr

but if ur realli intereted mebbe ronnie wld be a gd gf to u too

den again

he'd onli love linus so i tink u no chance oso lah

poor soul

heh

but seiously i realli realli am thankful for ppl like nick n eug n ronnie n the rest of the vervetue gang

altho we're all frm diff walks of life

frm jc to ite to poly to pte schs to ns to no sch

we all still manage to stick together n haf such great times n hangin out

i love u guyssss!!!!

(okie nw its ur turn to sae u love me too :D)

rite enuf mushy stuff

eugene remember ur promise to help me k

i still haf tt trump card tt i can use if u DON help me

don worri i usually v nice one so as long as i get wat i want

the world will nt noe of ur deep dark painful secret of hw someone somethin somethin somethin n thot u were nt somethin somethin ;)

k shall nt reveal too much n save ur arse frm unnecessary embarassment :p

i hate dis keyboard

wah my gosh my fingers are like cramping frm the exertion

i tink i'd rather die wif the accounts than keep killing my finger cells like dis

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2005-05-26T13:14:00.000+08:00

NUTS

tralalalaaaa im in the eunos office nw n im soooooo slaacky

haha n much things to do nw act hmm wonder if im done here i can go home early :D

oh wait mebbe nt

cos goin home early means less pay

ohhh poo~

oh yes n i forgot i gotta wait for ronnie jie to come pick up his paycheck frm his old attachment place den go dinner or smth

but seriously lah haha im kinda startin to like dis office cos i haf internet access n i don haf ppl like realli caring wat im doin as long as i don make too much noise n i LOOK like im doin wk

oh mannnn but seriously

i will NEVER haf ANYTHIN to do w accounts ever again

i swear

i wont even touch it w a 10 foot pole

no wait

make tt i 20 foot one

yes tts hw bad it is

no lah its nt bad

its jus boring n realli confusing

i mean who cares abt rubbish like debit or credit, bank reconciliations, liabilities, factoring or wat shit

sian

its realli super confusing

n somehw i haf dis feelin tt i must haf screwed up somehin major in some accounts

haha hope tt doesnt cause the company to close down or smth

actualli even if it does i don realli care haha

i don like the woman boss!!!!!

donno y oso actualli

i mean shes polite n all its jus tt she has dis super condescending voice which i cannot tahan!!!!

nt tt she realli talked to me or anythin so far :p

but the man boss always like super irritated w her n always like scolds her for no reason so do kinda feel sorri for her oso

aiyahhhhhhh but who cares man shes RICH leh

as in nt jus her salary is high

but she gets to go for office trips ALL THE TIME

n she always charges the stupidest things to the company account

like elastoplasts n all her shopping

yes n her shopping is NOT cheap lor like $500++ for a gucci bag

so jealoussss!!!!

okie aniwae nt the pt

sian im left all alone in the office nw

but tt beas havin ppl arnd me man cos nw i can type as loud as i want :D

haha i noe my mom wld haf a fit if she noes tt i can be the onli female in the office wif 3 lao ah peks at any one time

shes so paranoid tt ill get raped n she always tells me tt when at my frens hse always make sure i keep the bedrm door locked cos the father or the brother might come in n rape me

yes i noe dumb rite

absoulutely retardly paranoid

but tts my mom for u n (unfortuately) i still love her enuf to respect her n carry out her nonsense advice haha

ohhhhhhh im so proud of myself act :D

i ran 7.2km in 50 min!!!!

haha my poudest sporting achievement ever (yes i noe so my sporting career isn exactly stunning but so wat?! :p)

oh man but aft tt 50min i almost collapsed

super amazingly tiring

bet the fact tt i was havin diarrhoea n startin off the run abit too quickly din help either :p

but nonetheless im still amazingly proud of myself

gonna test myself tml 2.4km c wats my timing

i bet ill be damn fast :D (it better be aft all the runnin im doin!!! :p)

ohhh cool n guess wat

i jus got a call

mebbe ill be teachin humnities to some sec1 kid at bedok resavoir

so exciting :D

but den again the parent wants it on mon AFTERNOON

sian so had to tell the coordinator tt onli can make it in the evenin

so she said she'll checkwif the parent n GET BACK TO ME

WAT IF SHE DOESNt?!?!

ill jus cry

i need tuitionnnnn!!!!!

bleahz :p

k im sick n tired of typing wif dis bloody keyboard

its like half the keys are jammed tts y i keep gettin typos

oh well i guess even if the rest of my bod is gross n flabby ill still haf nice muscly fingers huh :D

oh n hw nice

man boss jus came back wif curry puffs

dis place is gettin better n better :D

2005-05-24T20:04:00.000+08:00

yayyyy~

my boss nv scold me aft alllllll :D

hahahahaaa super happie

okie lah mebbe it was cos she was quite busy the whole dae n i kinda purposely avoided talkin to her

but suxxxxx

tml hafta go back to qe intl to do their accounts AGAIN

i hate tt place!!!!!

1) to simply sae tt its freezing wld be putting VERY mildly

last time i was there (even wif my trusty wooly sweater) i still managed to catch the mother of all colds

ugh wretched place

2) theres gross guys there who cant stop staring at an innocent little gurl (yes im talkin bout myself) jus cos the other 2 females in the place is a 58 yr old ah ma n (prob) 48 yr old filipino maid

nt tt i haf anytin against ah mas n maids don get me wrong!!!

its jus tt if i had a choice whether to stare at ah peks or young hot hunks (haha im sOOOO implying i am the female equivilant of a hunk :D)

i'd DEFINATELY stare at the young one wat riteeeee

3) its friggin -100 degrees mucus freezing icicle forming COLD!!!!!

(yes okie i tink i mentioned tt before but jus wanted to mention it again shld anyone forget it :p)

oh well

i better remember to bring my whole arsenal of tissue papers,

those thick but soft ones which are nt veri absorbent for when the nose is merely slightly runny so as to prevent causing too much abrasions to the nose

the thin rough but super absorbent kind to blow my nose into (but cant use it too much cos my nose starts to peel aft awhile :p)

mebbe a few packets of hot milo

n of course my trusty ole wooly jacket..

eh girl guide rule no1 is to "be prepared"

haha c so i DID learn somethin useful frm my yrs of guiding :D

oh yah haha i saw somethin quite funny jus nw

ok fine so mebbe im the onli one who tinks its funny but watever

yah theres dis shop selling toiletries near my office

so theres dis 2 big loud dye haired ah bengs

those typical ones basically

wah i tot they were bein all macho n unloading heavy boxes of stuff into the shop or somethin

turns out they were tagging SANITARY PADS wif price tags in front of a busy street wif like a million ppl walkin past!!!!

ok fine

so nt veri funny

ANIWAE

haha okie im goinnn homeeeeee nowwwwwwwwwwwwww :D

yay!!!!!

cos i goin home to d/l more songs into my

CREATIVE ZEN MICRO 5GB

yes im so proud of my baby :)

yesssssssss lemme recommend some songs while im on dis topic

1) the futureheads- hounds of loving

(similar soundin oso as talented artistes wld be the kaiser chiefs, franz ferdinand, the killers )

2) xtc- dear god

(abit of a sacriligeous song, v controversial when released in 86' but the melody v nice n lyrics real sad)

3) third eye blind-

(other than their forever famous smash hit semi-charmed life which i will be forever endorsing)

try jumper, freshman, london n wake for young souls all superbly gd songs

yup tts all frm me the music guru todae

shall update u all on watever other gd music i've d/led soon :D

2005-05-24T12:10:00.000+08:00

SUX

oh man oh man dis totally sux

im all alone in my office so i can be all nice n slacky again

cos boss off to some meetin n perm staff took half dae

but seriously i feel like crap

been comin in super late these past few daes for wk

like last thurs came in at 11.30am

n todae at 945am

when i start wk at 9am!!!!

sian

ack

i bet my boss is gonna fire me lor

im jus waitin for her to come back frm her meetin to give me one of those

"if u don buck up ill haf no choice but to f*re u"

don dare to use the word later reealli come true :(

sighhhhhhh n i realli do feel guilty lor i donno y!!!!

even tho i always do lots of ot to make up for the lateness i still cant get rid of dis feelin of dread

its like a constant feelin of bile risin in ur throat n makin u wanna throw up

like bein late for a super imp exam

haiz

siannnnnnnn

y meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee?

i mean dis is totally diff frm sch lor where i was late for hrs n hrs

i mean pls

pbk?

who cares

his face whether scolding or not oso jus as black

scold lah!!!

don care lor its nt as if he pays me to go sch lor

haiz

its quite bad act cos the thing is i act opened my eyes a few times but i jus TOTALLY FORGOT tt i had to go to wk

so when my mom woke me up at 910

i jus went

"oh... SHITTTTT!!!"

i jumped out of bed n was like re4 guo1 shang4 de4 ma2 yi3

(ie. ants on a hot pot... wah my chi nt bad ah :D)

lucky the cabbie was nt those typical shit heads

he act speeded cos i told him tt i was super late

n managed to reach the office 5min faster than usual

cld haf kissed him man!!!

but nontheless still was bloody late lor

sighhhhhhhhh y me?!?!?!?!

i need to get

1) a better alarm

2) a motorbike

so i wont be late anymore (i hope)

i realli realli don wanna get fired man cos if i do i hafta go back to optics2000

noooooooooooo don wannnntttttt!!!!!!!!!

so i resolve tt frm todae onwards i shall be early for wk

yes altho dis has to be 54th time im makin dis resolution

(meanin tt the other 53 times haf obviously failed)

i shall be sure tt dis 54th time shall be THE one

THE resolution which i will stick to!!!!

yes yes

i cant keep feelin dis horrid feelin in my gut lor its bad for my emotional well-bein

haiz

the worse part is im quittin by jun i tink cos so much uni crap to do

which means i onli haf 3 more wks or so to impress my boss wif hw harwkin n early i am

i don want her to remember n write in my testimonial

"charlotte is always late"

i want her to write n to remember me as

"charlotte the one whos super harwkin cos she does alot of ot n whos always early for wk"

huhhhh i hope theres enuf time for a total image overhaul!!!!

so u all must pray for me k tt ill be early frm nw on

if u do den ill give u guys a HUGE TREAT :)

yes realli realli realli must pray for tt i wont get screwed by my boss oso k!!!!!!!

i don wanna piss my boss off anymore cos shes realli quite nice (nt like tt rubbish pbk)

oh yes obviously if u don pray for me n i get fired i wont haf the salary to treat u guys

so u all noe wat to do rite :)

haizzzzzzzzzzzzz~

better get back to wk

esp if want my boss to remember me as "super hardwkin"

siannnnnnn

2005-05-22T01:55:00.000+08:00

some retarded pics of me actin retarded haha

yes regine darl i love u go tanning again real soon k :D

2005-05-22T01:17:00.000+08:00

my new job
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well so much for new job=more time=more updates
haha yes well its not my faultttt!!!!
im so sad kkkk...
the 1st wk of the job was all fine n dandy cos the boss was always nv arnd so i cld kinda slack off
my sched was as follows
9.30am-saunter into office, make a cup of hot milo, on comp n radio
9.40am-check email surf net
10am- feel hungry go ta pao breakfast
10.15am- do abit of wk while sitmultaneously on msn
11am- toilet break!!!
11.15am- back to wk... while still surfin arnd for new tuition jobs
12pm-feel kinda sian... dance arnd in the office to anynice song on radio
12.30pm- toilet break!!!
12.45pm- milo break n read newspapers for awhile
etc etc haha alreadi the beginning of the dae so slack u can jus imagine the rest of the dae rite
yes well i don haf tt luxury anymore!!! :(
cos nw tt the perm staff has returned
im back to sittin at some shitty table which faces a blank wall n is right outside the boss' office so she can c everything i do
n the WORSE part is...
i haf no internet acces!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
tragic riteeeeeeeeeeee :(
i onli get to use the boss' laptop where the most fun thing is prob micrsoft word (where i get to rant n rant n complain abt hw sucky life is cos i don get internet access but gotta delete before the end of the dae co she brings home the laptop at nite :p)
yes well n the wk itself is DEAD BORING
if its nt adding 50million numbers together to get the total sales of some sucky electronic company where their writing is HORRENDOUS
or its entering some other stuff into the comp where i gotta do some complicated maths crap to balance all the credit n debit shit
yes yes i noe im bein abit rude but its realli super BORINGGG!!!
nvm i guess i gotta sacrifice something for gd pay n nice hrs rite :p
oh but i loooooove the wk hrs
as it is ive gotten to meet more ppl in 2 wks than i get to meet in 2 mths durin my previous job
yes well enuf bout my job
don wanna bore ppl out wif the details cos it bores ME out jus explainin wat i do :p
shall update again SOON
realli promiseeee!!!!
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2005-05-07T23:38:00.000+08:00

(still) *COUGHing CHOKing WHEEZing*
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i want tuition jobs!!!!
sian but den seriously tuition teachers are bloody underpaid lor!!!!
i want either upper pri or lower sec
$20 per hr or more
if u all noe of any must tell me k!!!
ill give u guys half of my 1st mths commission...
hah NOT
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im gonna realli realli REALLI miss my seniors at my curent job tho :(
celine- refuses to let me go cos she saes i still owe her 2 chanel cases n if i don get them back for her (which is damn likely i cant cos the chanel ppl veri niao) she isnt gonna let me go
sam- keeps insisting to the bosses tt im onli leavin in june n she refuses to believe im realli leavin
cody- okie he hasnt realli said anythin bout me leavin but den again tts so cody-ish wat haha
irene- tempts me to come back by ordering lotsa contacts lens (cos she noes hw much i love takin stock n arranging the contact lenses :D)
ying- is the onli one who verbally saes she'll miss me (hah!! eat my socks irene!!!! c someones realli gonna miss me :D) n she cant imagine what'll be like w/o me
sighhhhhh of course theres lao loh n chester
chester jus tells me tt ill be able to achieve great things if i go into sales
tho im nt convinced (cos im damn lazy)
it'll sure look gd on my testimonial :p
lao loh jus said "don consider sundae ur last dae... when ur free jus come back lor... as n when u wish"
haha well if he puts it dis wayyy....
at least i noe ill haf a standby job if the job mkt becomes THAT pathetic :D
but okie lah
dis sun nt REALLI my last dae
cos nxt wkend promised to come bck to help out as well cos celine wants to take the wkend off for her bdae so they'll be short handed
yes yes i noe all u guys are goin *awwww so sweet* don worri i noe i am :)
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but den again i cant wait to start my new job
cos the hrs AND the pay rocks
(hw many times haf i mentioned dis? haha)
$7/h 9-6pm mon to friiii!!!!
n oso cos apparently the boss is damn nice n liberal wif off daes
(she lets daf take practically 1 dae off n 1 dae m/c per WEEK!!!!)
n oso ill haf access to the internet 24/7
yes TWENTYFOUR/SEVEN
ie. ALL THE TIME :D
which means ill FINALLY be updating my blog more often
whoopee for my die-hard fans who visits my site often~
(hah yeah rite nt tt i haf any... jus said it cos it sounds quite cool... charlotte's die hard fans... has a certain ring to it don ya tink? :D)
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2005-05-07T00:33:00.000+08:00

*COUGH CHOKE WHEEZE*

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okie cos of the TONS of ppl complainin bout hw my blog is seemingly growing cobwebs
i shall update so happie ppl?!?!
yes im doin dis jus for YOU
(n of course him n him n her n she n them as well haha)
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im sick so im nt gonna bother makin dis a long one
im coughin so hard my chest is hurtin
n i cant breathe cos mt nose is so stuffed up
n breathing thro my mouth hurts cos my throat is super sore :(
so don blame me if i don pick up ur calls!!!
msg me if its imp im tryin to use as little of my vocal chords as possible :p
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gd news
in fact nt jus gd
its GREAT EXCELLENT STUPENDOUSLY AMAZING news!!!!!
i got my dream admin job :D
all thanks to daf cos she wants to go be a waitress so im gonna replace her to be some accounting person
$7/h (tts super duper pay :D almost as gd as faith's cut n paste job man)
9-6pm mon to fri(normal HUMAN wkin hrs!!! which means u guys can ask me out more often!!!)
n the best part is ill haf more time to give tuition!!!
which equals...
MORE MONEYYYYY!!!!
yes yes im money hungry but cant blame me!!!
i gotta fund myself thro uni...
sian :p
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oh talkin bout uni
i got into nus arts n soci
smu econs n soci
n ntu eng
but im DEFINATELY goin into NUS!!!!
dream sch jus cos i get to stay in a hall n be away frm my parents!!!!
yippee doppeee doooooooo :D
im gonna get my bike license in there~!!!!
alreadi as it is i haf 5 (FIVE!!! 3 more to go :p) piercings n my mom jus sighed n said
"aiyah u noe her lah wat she wants she'll definately go for it... cant stop her"
so tts it im gonna go ahead for the bike n air stewardess thingys :)
but seriously
i tink as long as im mature enuf to take care of myself
ill do it (providing my parents don threaten to disown me)
yes well so far ive told them bout the bikes n the piercing n the dream job
n they haven realli voiced any SUPER STRONG objection
so im goin ahead wif my plans :)
haha well but my mom onli warned me wif my extremely unpredictable nose
(where i sneeze suddenly for no reason n cant stop for at least 10 sec... its called my sneezing fit :p)
i might jus crash
but so far tts all shes said against my bike plans
obviously no strong objection
=kinda tink im mature enuf to make decisions
=i make my own decisions :D
rite? :p
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ill kinda miss my old job tho
i mean nt the job itself cos seriously i'd had enuf of sales to last me 3 lifetimes
but realli im gonna miss the ppl
i consider dis job one tt has 2 phases
phase 1 where i was a newbie wif all the rest of gang ie regine cheryl regine
n phase 2 where i became the newest n youngest :p
phase 1 was fun
n so was phase 2
but seriously the transition frm 1 to the other was BLAH
it was seriously HORRIBLE
super lotta bitching n stuff
so glad its over :p
but im realli realli REALLI gonna miss the ppl there
they've become the older sisters (n brother n uncles) ive always wanted
(for once i get to be the one who gets babied :D
oh man it feels DAMN GD aft bein the oldest for the past 18 yrs)
but oh man i cant WAIT till i finish the job nonetheless
2 daes till FREEDOM!!!!!!!!
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alritey im realli dying nw
so much for a short entry :p
oh well dis'll be a short endin to make up for my long windedness earlier den
haha
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2005-04-15T01:43:00.000+08:00

...

im realli too lazy to tink of a heading for dis post

haha my brain has realli n truly shut down aft the a levels i tink

im nt even as witty n quick at insulting as before

ugh

terrible

cant wait till i get back into uni

speakin of uni

i got into smu

i suppose i shld feel honoured considerin they sae in the admission letter tt onli 1 in 9 get in

but den again donno hw true it is

bet they're onli saein it so tt we get all flattered n applyfor smu

oh well

my 1st choice still nus tho!!!!

hahahahhaahaaa i studied so bloody hard jus so i can stay in a hall man!!!!

no more curfews no more parents nagging

PURE FREEDOM :D

will be takin my motorbike license soon

seriously everyones been tellin me hw dangerous n all it is

but i donno

i jus feel like its a risk im willing to take

i don wanna end up at age 65 n regret nt doin wat i realli wanted to do

hmmm

but den again

if i do take up motorbiking

i might nt make it to 65

hmmm

interestin thought

but den again like my cousin saes

"hw safe ull be is proportionate to hw safe u ride"

yes well so i guess i jus hafta learn to ride safely n look out for assholic drivers who onli got their license cos they bribed their examiners :p

sentosa was obviously fun (i mean look at the pics!!! gorgeous dae, gorgeous babes... wat cld go wrong?)

n so was goin back to sa :D

haha but den again realised i din realli haf much memories there considerin i wasnt THAT involved in sch activities...

smothin i kinda regret nw

nt like in tkgs where everytime i go back i get dis huge wave of nostalgia

realli miss tkg n all the fun i had there

so i shall vow to be more active in uni!!!!

yes yes i shall be hot n popular as well :D

hahahahahaaa yes i noe im bein retarded

but its quite late at nite so im allowed to nitedream ok?!?!

gimme a break

movie wif my cousin was fun too

but ridin in the rain tho fun, HURTS

nv knew rain cld sting like tt

the raindrops felt like ant bites seriously

which esp hurt since i was alll sunburnt n underdressed for the weather (shorts n tank... basic beach wear... wat can i sae i came frm the beach!!!)

yes n the pacifier is amazingly retarded

i was laughing more bcos of the sheer LAMENESS of it rather than the story line

yes but den again

n i was veri insulted

cos the gurl tt was actin as the oldest daughter in the sound of music play tt was staged in the show was UGLY

nt jus her lor

in fact almost everyone in the play (other than the quite cute teenage son)

was either fat or ugle or worse

BOTH

i was SO insulted

seriously the sound of music is a CLASSIC

hw dare they insult the show wif gross characters?!?!

tsk

but den again

wat do i noe

apparently others tink the movie was quite nice

ill nv make it as a movie critic

sigh

lao loh is damn stupid

he keeps playin tricks on me

hes so childish seriously

sigh

long story lah but hes jus dumb

yes its so nice to complain!!!!

LAO LOH IS SO DUMB!!!

hahaha but den again

he IS bein nicer to me nw lah cos i guess their so super short handed he has no choice but to be as nice to me as possible so ill stay longer

bugger man

at the rate im goin

ill prob onli leave in july

sigh

omg

there was dis little ang moh blonde boy tt i served todae

he was ULTRA ULTRA (did i mention ULTRA) CUTE

he looked exactly like the little boy in the movie "love actualli"

same blonde hair same sparkly earnest eyes

n the sweetest most innocent smile EVER

he will be breakin many gurls hearts in the future i forsee

yes well wk todae was damn boring

dis is my daes wk

pasting sensors n price tags on all these glasses

yes wow

i haf such an interestin job i noe

sigh

hahahahaaa supposed to be talkin to joel n eugene on msn but kinda abandoned them

so time to get back i tink

considerin they're nudges is gettin more n more frequent

bleahz

im craving chocolate!!!!!!!!

2005-04-15T00:43:00.000+08:00

MORE PICS!! :D
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yes tanniing rocks
at least i look KINDA healthy now
no more the bleached white whale i was before :D
woohoo~
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-sentosa siloso beach-
yup im the nutty one on the top
daf (the one wif the perky ass) on the i
nat standin on the L cos 1)shes too scared to climb up anywhere else n 2)shes too uncreative to find another posiltion... kiddin!!! :D
xiu's hidin behind the O
im on the S hopin i wont fall off
n na's in the other O (haha reminds me of the scene in "honey i shrank the kids!!" when the dad almost ate his kids who dropped into his cheerios cereal haha)
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-happie star!!-
hahahaaaa my fingers are the short n stubby ones duh...
shena's (amazingly) are the one which looks the most ladylike
n nat's are the NORMAL lookin ones :o
eh but my boss saes tt those are a sign of wealth n fortune in my future HOR
so better nt make fun of them!!!
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yes arent we HOT :D
but dis is purposely made dis small cos den u cant c my tubby tummy :p
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my best fren the seahorse
(i jus like dis pic... yes nvm my best frens an inanimate object)
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2005-04-13T00:14:00.000+08:00

IN CASE UR WONDERIN

nope im nt dead yet

jus busy (haha wat else is new)

oh man tml im FINALLY OFF!!!!

woohoo~

goin tanning wif the gurls :D

oh yay ill be quitting soon too

tho hafta sae will realli miss wkin there cos haf grown realli quite close to the ppl there :)

oh well at least ill finally haf a LIFE

so u guys must jio me out more often k :D

yes well dead tired so dis is all im gonna be updating for nw

niteyyyy

2005-04-06T02:22:00.000+08:00

SHLD i?

im tinkin of applying as an intern at female mag

i LOVE tt mag seriously

more than cleo nw cos their design, layouts n columns are DAMN NICE

yes so aniwae

i met loh hsiao ying who was the ex fashion ed for the mag (whos incidently my bosses niece)

n she actualli told me she neither had a degree in writing or fashion

but the ed-in-chief asked her to be the fashion ed jus cos she liked her style

so lucky riteeeee!!!

yes but she left in the end cos she opened her own boutique in the end

but her stuff is more of the vintage style alreadi

n vintage isnt exactly my cup of tea

floral prints n tweed?

no thanks ill stick to my two-tone monochromatic shift dress, white a-go-go boots, large jackie-o sunglasses n big chunky white hoop earrings n bangles

if i opened a boutique

mine wld be veri retro 60's futuristic, 70's disco or todaes sleek n slinky

sigh

another of my dreams (apart frm air stewardassing) wld be either a mag writer (for either fashion or beauty :D) or a image consultant

yes so aniwae

she said tt i can actualli get a job there by interning first

den if theres a job opening they might actualli hire u

cool rite :D

n met deana frm a12 yest n she was interning at 17 mag!!!!

cool ritE?!?!?

yes i was so bloody jealous...

sigh

but she said tt the intern at female jus left so theres the job opening

so im tinkin shld i apply for the exp?

but the pay sucks

$20 per DAY

yes tt sucks even more than my current job

even worse than macs in fact come to tink of it :p

but its the EXPERIENCE tt counts rite?!?!

sigh

to chase my dream but give up the means of fulfilling my material desires?

or to fulfill my material desires but give up my dream?

sigh

but quite cool

i tink i'd make a gd fashion person

cos both loh hsiao ying (the ex-fashion ed) n the mediacorp wardrobe manager who selects stuff for the celebs to wear in shows

BOTH said i had a gd eye for fashion n tt i cld make it big if i tried :D

but den again

hw much can a person tell abt ur fashion sense by seeing a few pairs of specs n sunnies picked out by u rite?

haha but if u guys watch ch8 dramas n they stars are wearin cool specs or glasses

they're prob picked out by urs truly :D

yes i picked out glasses n sunnies for both terence cao, tay ping hui n qi yuwu

yup all hunky munkys :D

too bad they don come n try all the pieces for themselves :p

oh well but nonetheless

i shall continue bein self delusional

n cont tinkin tt my sense of style is veri gd :D

yes yes so nw back to the primary prob

to wk as

1)intern or 2)proper job

to fulfill

1)my dream or 2)my materialistic desires

decisions decisions

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2005-04-06T01:53:00.000+08:00

READDICTED!!!!!

im readdicted to the sims2!!!!!

ack n im soooo pissed!!!!!

stupid stupid game HAD to hang JUS BEFORE my simmies got married!!!!

aughhhhh!!!!

n sommore i had the party ticker goin...

okie for the non-simaholics

basically when u throw a party

ull haf 4 sim hrs to make the party a success

if its a damn gd party

a limo will come n fetch u for some reason but i bet its gd nonetheless :D

aniwae irritating!!!!!!!!!

they were abt to exchange rings lor!!!!

den the whole thing HUNG!!!!!

n dis is my 2nd bloody attempt at organising their wedding

bloody hell

when i go back into the game all my guests better still be in the hse or ill jus smack my dumb ass comp

haiz

okie lah

but nt realli the comps fault

cos i was the cheapo who'd rather use a burnt game rather than buy the real thing

haiz

oh well nvm

wif my nxt pay check i shall go by the original sims2 game :D

along wif my creative mp3, passport, blades, jeans n trip to thailand :D

hmmm come to tink of it

all those wld prob need at least 2 paychecks to cover :p

speakin of payckecks

LAO LOH HAS YET TO GIVE US OUR SALARY!!!!

stupid old man

nw me regine n cheryl are unpaid!!!!

n me n regine are DEAD BROKE

seriously ah

im gonna COMPLAIN to the ministry of manpower lor!!!!!

i bet theres some kinda law tt u need to pay ur wkers on time lor

ASS

but

BUT

its okie

cos i told him im leavin alreadi n he seems quite okie wif it :D

whoopee~

admin job wif high pay n short hrs here i come :D

yeah well wk is alritey

much more things to do these daes cos im the onli temp sales left

heh

but theres a new guy (whos ultra uncute but nvm more of tt later)

so i can push all the shitty jobs to him

like mopping the floor :D

heh im evil i tink :o

yah so aniwae dis new guy (cant even remember his name)

hes damn slow lor

donno if hes realli like tt or its cos hes new so he doesnt noe wat to do

but he takes like 10min to clean 1 PAIR OF SPECS

okie for the uninitiated specs cleaners

1 pair of specs shld nt take more than 20secs to clean

donno lah

i tink at the rate tt he was rubbing

the plastic lens wld haf eroded n prob disintegrated oso

hahahahaaa

aiyah but watever lah found out hw smart some ppl can be

my first case of findin a price tag wif barcode still intact in wedged between some contact lens solution boxes

n guess wat

the pair of sunglasses they were attached to werent sold

yup so duh

they were obviously shoplifted

wah but it was a $430 pair of dior sg leh

i bet of chester or lao loh found out confirmed screwed till our asses turned blue lor

haiz

but den again

the stupid comp exploits so much money frm the customers im sure such a small loss wldnt be too painful...

YEAH RITE

if tt was the case

lao loh wldnt haf naio-ed (ie. dissed me) for givin a 45c paper bag to a customer who ended up putting the whole bag into his big empty bag

talk abt suay realli

cos most of the time i ask before i give them the bag

but jus tt dis time i tot the paper bag wld be justifiable cos the guy bought 2 boxes of contact lenses

n its nt tt type of small boxes leh

its the long n kinda bulky type lor

bloody unlucky i tink i am

stupid lao loh

yah but im super forgetful these daes

left my fone in the office for 2 nites IN A ROW

but woah in a matter of 36h i got 14 missed calls n 20 msges

hahahaaa

kinda sucks since i nv get so many ppl wantin to talk to me when i haf the fone wif me

mebbe im jinxed

yes well but bein fonessless is kinda liberating in a sense

hahahhaa don ask me y

esp since i don exactly get alot of fone calls or stuffs

hmmmm

yes yes enuf of blogging im off back to play the sims2 :D

stupid thing better haf saved properly or ill jus...

jus

erm

go to slp

yes

sigh

my threats arent exactly veri effective against the comp since its an inanimate object aniwae

i haf such a boring life :p

Hi J

2005-04-02T22:33:00.000+08:00

J, i believe you have misunderstood me.

when i meant 1% faith, its the gift of faith. i've always believed in daily faith in God, but 99% of the time, God wants us to live by common sense. so when i meant 99% common sense, 1% faith, its the gift of faith.

gift of faith - This is a gift from the Holy Spirit for a specific moment. He decides when to give it, where to give it, whom to give to.

the gift of faith is not ours to command, but God expects us to be open to the Holy Spirit to hear what He would say to our hearts. When we hear that rhema-word, God's own faith will come forth from within.

and when i meant faith of a mustard seed move mountains, its simply because Jesus didnt curse every fruitless tree, because Jesus didn't still every storm and Jesus didn't call every dead man out of his tomb.

personally, common sense = daily faith to me. because everyday of my life, i apply God's promises in my heart. thus it becomes a lifestyle, which becomes common sense to me.

it doesnt mean that common sense = non faith.

hope you understand now=)

joELz-

(char, i didn't hack into ure account. somehow, i suddenly remembered ure userID and pass)

2005-04-02T00:36:00.000+08:00

WORDS OF WISDOM (frm joel)

a christian's everydae life is

1% FAITH

99% COMMON SENSE

2005-04-01T00:41:00.000+08:00

3 BLIND MICE
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im goin blind
well at least tts wat irene the optomoterist told me
apparently my left eye is so infected tt it'd rate a 9 out of 10 for seriousness
aiyah watever lah saw dis pair of frmaes at the shop n its QUITE nice (i still somehow believe i look like shit in glasses so id rather go blind than to be caught in them :p)
but its $165!!!!
nvm gonna ask the bosses for big big discount like if they give me $100 den ill buy :D
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cheryl regine jolene!!!!
miss u gurls so much!!!!!!
it jus isnt the same there w/o u guys lor...
sigh nw i gotta mop the floor EVERY SINGLE mornin lor!!!
hmmm come to tink of it
i did it everydae when u guys were here oso so nvm :p
but i still miss u guys
go clubbin again soon ya?
den we go dance on the platform n flash our undies to all the pervy guys :D
hahahaha k im goin nuts
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there was dis tooth surgeon tt came in todae
n he was bloody irritating
i esp hate those ppl who try n try n try n in the end not buyin but are veri nice to u so u cant help but to kinda like them
its so irritatin
if u wanna be sucky n irritating pls be SUCKY N IRRITATING ALL THE WAY
so i haf a gd n solid reason to properly hate u~
yah haha aniwae he was irritatin cos he spoke DAMN SOFTLY n its was damn diff to hear him
n oso he tried like a million pair of glasses n out of the millions of pairs he classified abt 999999 as "possibilities"
den he asked for discounts n discounts n more discount but the way he asked for it made it seem as if he was ultra guilty for askin but he jus had to ask cos its human nature to wanna get the best deal in life
which i totally agreed wif so i cldnt realli dispute him n tell him to bugger off -_-
n he complimented me!!!!
tt in itself is enuf to earn lotsa brownie pts wif me :D
he said i had nice straight n white teeth n tt i was veri pleasant to look at cos i had a veri proportionate face
aiyah donno wat he was talkin abt oso lah but watever it is i was veri flattered
(i bet he did it jus so id give him more discounts lorr!! sneaky >.<)
yah n he asked irene (who was helpin me) if she cld let me do the sale myself cos he wanted to boost my commission n hit my sales target (nt tt i haf aniwae)
so nice rite!!
yah well but he ended up leavin after 1h n saein tt he'd be back tml
donno if i realli believe him tho he was like "don worri i realli will come back! i earn alot of money n its jus tt i hafta decide whether i want the cartier($1000) or the lindberg($855) one"
stupid ass so much money give me lorrr!!!!
haiz
stupid fella
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n its kinda sucky cos chester n lao loh keeps askin me when ill leave n i jus don haf the guts to sae exactly when so i jus "donno leh c first..."
my gosh
damn it lah i hafta be the wimpiest person :p
i actualli wanted to give 2wks notice but as it is
im procrastinated so much tt it has become 1wk
oh well
as soon as the newbies are in ill be off :D
findin an office job wif HIGH PAY N NORMAL HOURS!!!!!!
woopee~ :D
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n go d/l skye sweetnam songs!!!!!
realli DAMN DAMN NICE
n oso dis song by bonnie mckee "somebody"
super duper 100% damn bloody nice
realli :D
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2005-03-28T05:19:00.000+08:00

PONDERS...

how many ppl noe the real me?

nw tt ive more or less alienated the one person tt truly knew me

tt truly cared enuf to want to noe more

tt i was WILLING to realli talk to

somehw i tink i shld be feelin pain...

i do actualli

but hw come nt as much as i tink i shld be feelin?

can it be tt im a cold heartless emotionless bitch?

maybe

cos i sure feel like one

2005-03-28T01:44:00.000+08:00

4:51AM
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tt's the time nw
n im still filling in all the shit application forms for the various unis
im goin to scream
realli~
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well dis shows hw my brain has realli shut down aft the a's...
i tink the closest thing i've done to writing an essay since den was prob composing my shopping list
even 300 words seems like an impossible feat for me!!!
yikes
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2005-03-23T23:58:00.000+08:00

I'M A GENIUS :D

bein the true blue narcissist tt i am

the 1st foto up wld (obviously) be of myself...

mwahahhaaaa arent i shameless :p

n of course introducing my little sweety who looks jus as gd as i do in pics :D

n dis is jus to show hw talented i am at fotography... :o

arent the flowers the prettiest? :)

okie haha enuf to make u guys gag at my own egotisticalness (is there such a word?)

so tts all the pics i shall put up

(but damn i am SO SMART mwahahahaaa i managed to post my first pics!!!)

yes yes okie before u all start throwin rotten fruits at me n booing me

remember if u wanna c more nice narcicisstic pics of me go visit

http://purplebrocolli.myphotoalbum.com/

owww!!!

okie okie im gone im gone can stop throwing stuff at me now!!!

2005-03-23T18:41:00.000+08:00

YAY :D

FINALLY!!!!!

all pics haf been shifted to my new site

http://purplebrocolli.myphotoalbum.com/

must come visit k!!! :D

yes the new site rocks for the simple reason tt it holds A HELL LOT OF PICS

yeah man

i haf like 600+ pics there n it STILL hasnt reached its limit :D

yay!!!!

okie ANiWAE

me on a long loooong break nw

took sun n mon off

tues got mc (the doc saes i haf laryngitis tho i feel perfectly fine other than my slighly manly voice but if he wants to give 2 daes mc who am i to qn him rite ;p)

n todae (wed) im on off again :D

nt tt ive accomplished much in these few daes lah

haha im such a bum

almost every single minute at home i haf spent on the comp (comp nerd!!)

n i am SO dead

tml startin wk again

but my slp patterns haf gone COMPLETELY off

i haf nw resumed my nocturnal bat habits

i slp at 6am n wake up at 3pm

oh wellll

doesnt matter cos im gonna quite soon :D

gonna find a job wif more NORMAL wkin hrs (ie. one which allows a SOCIAL LIFE)

n wif BETTER PAY (read $8 per hr or more... like faithy's cut n paste admin job :D)

but damn lah

donno hw to tell my boss

cos apparantly regine's attempt to tell the boss her plans to leave end-march wasnt exactly veri well happily acceapted on their side

hes gonna KILL me if i tell him i wanna leave as well i tink

ack~

nvm

as long as he gives me my pay i don realli care lor

hmmmm...

im tinkin of jus takin my cheque at the end of march

den jus tellin him

"erm mr loh, i wont be comin back tml k"

i mean wats the worse tt can happen?

im nt under contract lor

well okie fine

i tink the worse (n most immature thing) he can do is prob snatch back the cheque frm my hands n sae "den i don pay u!!"

hah

but den ill COMPLAIN to the MINISTRY OF MANPOWER

c wat he can :p

but seriously ah

regine is leaving

sam is tinkin of leavin

celine (almost) confirm leavin

n im gonna leave oso lor

haha i tink optics2000 is gonna collapse liao

oh well serves the bosses rite

haha who ask them to be so bloody biased

esp lao loh

nt tt im jealous

its jus tt i tink its unfair tt they shld treat their diff wkers differently jus cos of they're own selfish reason n motives

oh well

none of dis office politics or bullshit when i leave :D

yippeeeeeeeee~

so lookin for another job nw

faithhhhhhhhhhhhhh

i want ur job!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

budden kinda sucky cos its like all the ads for jobs online are posted by recruitment agencies who'll eat ur money when u get the job

so i shld save my time n jus give them my particulars direct n ask them to find me a job rite?

but i don wanna give them money

its mine mine alll mine i tell youuuuuuu!!!!!!

n stupid uni applications

take so long to fill up den must pay them money sommore

tsk tsk

somehw noein myself

i jus might miss the application deadline lor

but den again

if i do i don mind

cos den i can fulfill my dream of bein an airstewardess :D

yippeeee~

tts aft i lose abit more wt of course

sigh

y is life so difficult...

hahahahhahaaaaa

n nat's so cute

tt dae went shopping for bra wif her n troy

n she REFUSED to wear padded bras

so nat my dear

if u don wear ABIT of padding

ur gonna stay FLAT FOREVER~

well of course if u suddenly get a growth spurt of the boobies

den u wont need padding

but till den...

i tink u better learn to live wif it (cos the growth spurt is quite unlikely to happen) ;)

gonna ATTEMPT to finish off my uni application

but everytime i c it i jus feel so...

BLAH

sigh

oh btw skye sweetnam songs are gd (esp number1 n sharada)

go listen :D

n remember to go check out the new webbie :D

http://purplebrocolli.myphotoalbum.com/

(gee arent i naggy :o)

n is it me or is BROCOLLI realli BROCCOLI?

2005-03-20T12:07:00.000+08:00

TIRED

im tired

so veri tired

tired n confused

sometimes i wish i can jus disappear

will update when im feelin in a less pissy mood

which may be never

2005-03-14T23:43:00.000+08:00

BUSY BUSY BUSY BEEEEE.....

abit too busy to update nowadays

so don expect any new updates anytime soon

but don worri ill still reply to any taggies :D

n guess wat...

i haf a fone again!!!

woohoo~

love bein contactable :D

2005-03-06T02:04:00.000+08:00

B B C

yup gd enuf grade for me considerin i was expectin C D D

haha

nut den again slightly disappointed if i look at my overall grades as compared to my classmates

sigh

oh well

NUS ARTS HERE I COME!!!! :D

2005-03-03T03:58:00.000+08:00

THE JOYS OF CLUBBING
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i love clubbing
i realli do
i love gettin stared at by guys
i love gettin whistled at or leered at by guys
i love gettin asked to befriend guys
i love gettin harrassed by guys
i love gettin followed by guys
i love gettin groped by guys
n i ESPECIALLY love gettin GRINDED by guys
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NOT
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geeee wonder hw many guys go clubbing realli to dance
cos i bet 95% of them go there to get to touch gurls
TSK
terrible
DEPREIVED
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yeah well went clubbing wif the gurls todae had quite abit of fun lah
at chinablack at least
cos was doin all the retarded dance moves
wait
lemme rephrase tt
had quite abit of fun at chinablack
cos WE HAD SPACE TO DANCE
cos at zouk
THERE WAS NO FRIGGIN SPACE TO EVEN MOVE
i swear
realli
n the guys there are like all despo shits
seriously
EVERY SINGLE TIME me n my frens danced
we were SURROUNDED by guys
SURROUNDED
din help tt there was the time tt me n dix went to dance alone
we were followed by like 4 guys
n while we were dancing all these guys were like tryinto cut in to dance wif us
TSK
n it ESPECIALLY din help when they kept closer n closer
its nt as if we had alot of space to move in the first place lor
but their squeezing meant tt we were SANDWICHED btw 6 guys
i bet it was a PLOY get the best possible view of our boobs lor!!!!
DEPRIVED SHITS
ick
n i kept holdin the wrong hand!!!
i was tryin to keep dix near me so obviously since shes the nearest
her hand shld (by right) be nearest to me
right?
wrong
i kept grabbin all these weird guys hands
but thank gosh dix was there
she liked YANKED their hands away n practically shoved them away
*applauds dix for her braveness* :D
haha but realised somethin
ns guys look quite cute w/o their hair :D
saw a few shuai ones who smiled at me :D
woohoo~ :D
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but shena was quite popular wif the guys leh
haha behind the cute facade was realli A WILD PARTY ANIMAL
nah no lah i bet the guys noticed her cos she danced until so CUTE lor
like a little gurl
hhaha shena baby gettin v popular wif guys ah :D
woohoo~
n i found a realli REALLI gd way to chase away grinders POLITELY
( nt tt i c the reason y we shld treat them wif respect considerin hw they use us for their own *ahhem* satisfaction)
u jus bonk ur head backward REALLI HARD n hope u hit their nose
den jus turn arnd n smile sweetly n apologize
haha wks EVERYTIME
aiyoh but seriously ah
goin out wif xiu nat n shena sometimes abit scary
cos their like so ultra blur so everytime theres like a guy tryin to be funny wif them
my maternal instinct kicks in n ill try to pull them away frm the sicko/perv
but WOAH sarah's dance moves are realli
WOAAAAAAH~
realli
but tt comes wif yrs n yrs of clubbing exp i guess :p

but den again

if u put 8 hot gurls together

its inevitable tt we'll be harrassed lah ya?

me dix chai shena xiu nat sarah daf

yups we're 8 hotties alrite

haha k jus bein ego :p

but its justified k!!!!!

results back on fri where my ego will almost dif be crushed cos ill prob haf the WORST results in class

sigh

yups

the ego trip is def justifiable

well donno if ill be able to update another time before the results

so ill jus wish all those who are abt to get the dreaded results

GD LUCK TRY NT TO CRY N CALL ME IF U NEED SOMEONE WIF LOWER REULTS TO COMPARE WIF TO MAKE URSELF FEEL BETTER

sigh

2005-03-02T13:30:00.000+08:00

ONCE-PER-WK-UPDATE

haha dis is gettin quite bad

im like onli updating once a wk

sigh

i gotta start comin hm earlier cos my sucky parents don allow me to go online aft 11!!!!

k so my nxt resoltion (aft losing wt n takin care of my skin) shall be...

to come hm earlier!!!!

aniwae lifes okie lor

haha same old same old

esp since im fonless nw

my social life has practically vanished

lucky nat's a customer at where i wk

den i haf her hp no in my records so can get her to update me abt if the rest are goin out or watever

n it doewsnt help tt i haf a moody server

sometimes it'll be nice n log on on the 1st try

other times (when its pmsing) i cant even go on aft 6 tries

trust me i tried :p

oh well at least i got my pay :D

woohoo~

goin shopping in abit

CANT WAIT :D

den later goin chinablack i tink

gonna meet up wif shena xiu nat chai dix n daf...

cant wait!!!!! :D

haha yesh i haf a veri packed off dae

well so much for stayin hm n slackin huh :p

hope my parents don find out where im goin tho

they'll jus kill me

don realli haf time to update

cos i gotta SHOPPING :D

woohoo~

shopping :D

haha im nuts

2005-02-23T16:28:00.002+08:00

BLAH N BLAH AGAIN
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damn
im foneless yet again
i haf gotta be the MOST CAREELESS person EVER
in the past 4mths
i haf managed to lose
2 fones
2 ez-link cards
n $90 cash
damn damn n damn again
DAMN
but its nt so bad dis time cos
i DIN lose my fone...
it was stolen :D
woohoo~
so its technically nt my fault :D
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damn again tho
cos quite broke nw so cant get a new fone till end of nxt wk when i get my pay
hopefully dis time will be paid in cash again
ahhhh the scent of crisp new $50 notes
the feelin of contentedness when i hold the thick wad of notes in my hands
I WANT MY PAYYYYY!!!!!
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bleahz watched hide n seek last nite
kinda dumb
n the twist wasn't exactly veri "wahhhhhh"
felt so cheated
sighhh
$6.50 gone
:(
den it got so boring towards the end me n cody started making stupid comments abt the show
n esp dumb cos the characters kept eatin yummy stuff like pasta n apple pie throughout the show
nt as if i wasnt hungry to begin wif
jus watchin the show gave me gastric
sigh again
so dumb
so trust me
DON WATCH IT
i rate it like 3/10
its BAD
i miss shutter!!!!!!!!
shutter had to be like the bEST ghost story EVER
cant wait till i buy the dvd n watch it on a wide screen tv
scare the wits out of myself :D
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sian gotta go out again later
don wanna go out!!!
cos haf been reachin hm damn late past few nites den mom nt veri happie
den sommore todae my off dae again n im gonna reach home so late
my mom is jus gonna haf a fit lor i bet
sighhh but a promise is a promise
promised regine tt we'd go ladies nite tonite a rouge so wldnt be veri nice if i backed out nw :p
regineeee!!!!
u better appreciate the trouble i go to jus to make u happie hor...
so nw u noe wat to do rite...
MORE OREO CHEESCAKE!!!!!!!!!!!!
:D
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off to rouge nw
blah~
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2005-02-18T14:26:00.000+08:00

FOR THE RECORD
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new record!!!!!!
its ive been living wif dis current pair of contacts for 76h straight!!!
woohoo~
k lah i noe nothin to be proud of
kinda gross as well considerin irene the optometrist said tt ur eye cells die if they don get enuf oxygen which will make them more prone to infection n eye ulcers
k k fine i noe u guys are gagging n goin "omg charlotte ur so gross!!!"
so shall go take it off nw...
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2005-02-18T12:54:00.000+08:00

UPDATEEEEEEE

whoopee

haven updated in like EONS

well 2 reasons y...

1) too bloody busy

2) my dad took away the wire frm the comp cos i always forget to switch it off when i go slp

haha oops

yah so aniwae

todaes my off dae so my daddy allowed me to use :D

sian tho gotta go out in awhile again

wahhhh realli hope tt theres a dae where i can jus totally SLACK at home...

oh well

haha oh yahhh i jus realized i haf another legitimate 7 half cousins

but hmmm illegitimate den i wldnt noe

haha cos my grandfather had prob so many kids hes prob forgotten hw many kids hes actualli fathered

oh well my grandaddy has a high libido

hmmm explains where mine comes frm

wahahahahhaha

kiddin~

so theres tiffany(15) n lydia(12) the forever warring sisters

matthew(13) n the sister(11 forgot her name :p)

well jus reminded of hw small the world is again cos tiffany is in the same class as my other cousin frm my dad's side

hw coincidental is tt?

lydia has an inferiority complex tho sadly tried telling her tt she IS cute a million times but shes still convinced tt shes ugly... poor gurl

den theres matthew the under-14 national hockey player frm sas who tinks hes gd lookin

huh FAT EGO i tink

oh but haha he IS kinda cute lah will be a heartbreaker nxt time i tink

n theres his sister

shes boisterous loud pushy AND she worships her brother

too bad she looks like her dad whos kinda fat :p

oh well shes KINDA cute in her own rough "i can slap u but u cant slap me cos im a gurl" way

haha i like her~

lydia has a crush on matthew too if im nt wrong...

well den again so does my own cousin vinna...

ack its INCEST I TELL U INCESTTTTTT!!!!

den there these other 3 small boys whos the kids of the 3rd wifes 3rd daughter (the other 2 children are APPARENTLY nt fathered by my grandaddy BUT theres speculation tt he did... hmmm...)

well but my onli impression of them is they consider my brother their playground

haha my brother is considered weird by those in his own age grp but he DOES haf a strange affinity wif little kids

had a realli gd time durin cny too despite my grandaddy's passing

i noe im supp to be mourning but seriously hw do i mourn for someone i'[ve met less than 10 times in my life?

yah well den again i KINDA felt his spirit looming arnd cos I LOST $20 IN BLACKJACK!!!!

n the saddest part?

I WAS ONLI BETTING $1 ON EACH ROUND!!!!!

shit man talk abt suay

i bet my grandaddy wasnt too happie wif me gambling so short aft his death

hmmmm n kinda sucky cos my already veri small ang pao stash jus got smaller than ever

i tink i onli got $80 dis yr

sigh

n i spent everythin on clothes alreadi

3 tube tops

4 camisoles

1 skirt

1 bag

1 pair of slippers

n lotsa nail polish n make up :D

onli reason y i stopped shopping tho was cos im broke

sighhhhhhhhhhhhhh

met up wif eugene, joel, lincoln, jos n joyce durin the 3rd dae n it was great :D

took lotsa pics :D

ended up goin to lincolns cafe n it was a pretty nice place lah gd ambience but sucky for takin pics cos its was so DARK!!!

but nvm got some nice mood shots by candlelight :D

the drinks there was GOOD too esp the cookies n cream... YUM

cant wait to meet up wif them soon cos despite us nt havin much in common

we jus haf such a great time together :)

nvm eug's bdae soon so gonna meet up again!!!!

cant wait cos gonna play mahjong

ehhh i learnt frm the great ben king-of -gamblers horrrr

so im sure ill be quite gd

wahahahaha talk abt ego :p

class gathering was fun too altho ended up onli half the class was there

i guess it was pretty okie cos (I HOPE) the ppl who went had fun

jus sat arnd ate talked n gambled (as usual :p)

n i learnt hw to play MAHJONG!!!!

haf i mentioned tt before?

hahahaaaa yesh MAHJONG SO FUNNNNN

k i tink im goin nuts :p

but DAMN tho i wore my ang pao lucky red top i still lost $20 in blackjack

tink wat jolene saes its true

once u go into the toilet ur luck changes...

sooooo

note to self: don go toilet durin a gd game... try to go toilet the nite before!!!

had a nice chat wif nat whos dad was sooo nice to drive me hm abt wc

(of course i front of her dad we had to use code names for him hahahaha so funny~)

but gd gurl she managed to get herself a job :D

but die lah nat in cust svc is like a bull in a china shop

hope she doesnt get fired for screaming vulgarities at the cust realli :p

n chai has gotten soooo gd wif alchohol!!

she noes like wat tastes gd wif wat n noes hw to make exotic drinks...

guess tts wat happens to u when u wk in a pub huh :)

n alvin looks taller as a baldy frm far!!!

haha but frm near hes still as short if nt shorter cos his tall hair is gone hahahahaa

but faith is soooo sweet!!!

she made him a pillow case which saes "gdnite vin" so he can bring to camp

awwwwwwwwwwwww so sweet rite :D

wk is fun still but kinda sian-ish these few daes i tink cos i veri xing-fan (heart bothered is the literal translation)

aiyah long story y lah but basically its tt my r/s isnt realli goin veri well at the moment

nw hes suggestin a 3 mth break so "i can learn to cherish him more" in his words

i tink im gonna take it lah

i feel kinda bad cos im jus too busy to spend time wif him anymore

sorri dear...

oh well till den i guess ill jus hafta adjust to bein single again :o

haha went shopping wif regine n irene tt dae n regine is nw a nice bust C- cup!!!!

yeah man was DROOLING wif envy cos im still a measly 32b...

in fact onli an A in some cuts...

arghhhhhhhhh i want implants!!!!!!

haha mebbe nt actualli cos i heard tt the silicone might jus burst if u hit it too hard :p

but nah mebbe nt i tink it'll look bog enuf when i finally lose some wt

ive put on like 4kg since i started wk!!!!!

arghhhhhhh still procrastinating on starting exercising so nw still a fat blob of lard haha

nvm shall start on mondae (*crosses fingers n prays realli hard tt my attempt at exercise wont be thwarted by waking up late as usual :p)

n i bought so many tops which i can onli look nice in aft i lose wt as an incentive...

hmmm hope it wks

but somehw it doesnt seem to be havin any effect cos i jus finished like a whole tub of kueh lapis

tts it man mondae gonna start wkin out!!!!!!!!!

wahhh hot hot hot veri hot nw its like an oven at my place n im jus too lazy to go on fan

haha guess tts y im still the size i am

nvm

I SHALL MOTIVATE MYSELF TO LOSE WT

I SHALL MOVE MORE TO BURN MORE CALORIES

I SHALL GO ON THE FAN!!!!!

in awhile

haha talk abt procrastination

tsk~

2005-02-08T02:43:00.000+08:00

NOTHIN IN PARTICULAR

oh n haf i mentioned i haf managed to go for a total of 44hrs w/o taking out my contacts?

yups i slept wif my contacts on for 2nites in a row

i tink im gonna get cancer of the eye soon

haha

2005-02-08T01:56:00.000+08:00

JADED

i feel so jaded

realli

so many things haf happened to me tt i shld feel sad abt

ie. my maternal grandad passed away

but i don realli feel anythin...

am i incapable of feelin sadness?

but seriously i don tink i feel sad abt the death is cos i don tink ive seen my maternal grandad more than 10 times in my entire life

furthermore he has like 4 wives millions of kids n a gazillion grandkids

so he doesnt exactly like living is s'pore where all of us relatives will go bug him...

talk abt irresponsible man

but realli lah i guess i do respect him in the sense tt he was realli hardwkin

built a booming business out of scratch n managed to house clothe n send to university all his kids...

no easy feat for a man who came to s'pore when he was 15 durin the war

n havin to give up sch jus to wk so he cld support his family n send his brothers to uni...

oh well

but watever he is
i realli cannot sae i will miss him

hmmm heartless i noe

but unfortuantely true...

i remember the one of the first things i thought of when i heard he died

"oh shit no more ang paos dis yr... DAMN!!"

yeah man

tt sounds mean

tts jus sounds SO MEAN

i don believe i cld tink somethin like tt

but hmmm

mebbe meanness runs in the family?

my brother thought of the exact same thing

hah

so its nt my fault

but seriously lah

the last time i met him was like 4 yrs ago

n even den i was shit scared of him cos hes damn stern lookin!!

but damn he was a gd lookin young man!!!!

REALLI HOT

tts y my mom looks so gd too lor she got the gd genes

bleahz

unlike me...

i got my dad's genes n i look like a GUY!!!!!!!!!

ick

yah so aniwae as i was saein before i got carried away

i tink im jaded

i cant seem to feel sad

well disappointed yes

but true sadness?

nt in a looong time

nt when i dumped my exes (tt was a JOYOUS occasion of course i wldnt feel sad!!!)

nt when i realised i was goin to fail my a levels

nt when i graduated

nope cant realli tink of a time when i haf been REALLI sad

like "i wanna kill myself" type of sad

but den again

mebbe its jus tt im happy-go-lucky?

yah well i hope so

i don want ppl mistaking me for sime heartless cad

cos im nt!!!!

realli

but i can forsee tt if my paternal grandparents die

ill be sad

i cant even begin to describe hw sad ill feel

i tink ill be devastated

wont be able to stop crying for daes

even the THOUGHT of them dying makes me wanna cry

well u get hw much i love them huh...

cos i realli love my grampa n my po alot

ALOT

i jus cant imagine life w/o them

esp since ive been living wif them since i was 5

they are THE NICEST grandparents EVER i tink

i don even wanna tink abt wat ill do if i lose them

nt tt i wont actualli

its jus tt i cant

dying for them is as improbable as me marrying michael jackson

shit im self-delusional

okie enuf of the sappy shit

well wk is fun as usual

hmmm tink im realli gettin better at it

mebbe i shld become an opticianist!!

hah NOT!

todae damn busy

mebbe i shld switch to commission soon

cos i do abt $800 worth of sales daily

which means if i get 2% commission per sale

ill get an extra $16 a dae

which will mean extra $300++ per mth

woohoo~

ill be rich!!! :D

but i tink the bosses like my service

apparently cos im so efficient ot somethin

hope i get a pay rise soon :D

shan't write too much lah cos i keep gettin feedback tt my blogging is too long winded

so i shall attempt nt to type too much rubbish

like wat im doin nw...

CONCENTRATE GURL!!!!

DON DIGRESS!!!

bought a damn nice halter top but inside cant wear bra hmmm which makes me look damn flat

but oh well i don care its true wat im flat

so sue me

i wanna buy my satin dress!!!

its absoulutely GORGEOUS lor

black satin hlater dress

uber sexy

everythin abt it is great

except the price

$79

!!!!!!!!

shit man damn ex

but nvm tml gonna get cody's opinion cos if a guy saes it looks gd

den ill get it :D

cant wait to go shopping!!!!!!!

omg im digressing AGAIN

so i shld stop here

like nw

so ppl wont complain i type too much

n am too long winded

aughhhh!!!!
get a grip!!!!!!!

im goin nuts

btw i tink the new songs by lenny kravitz "lady" n geri halliwell "ride it" are veri nice

go d/l them :)

2005-02-03T01:03:00.000+08:00

PETS

i jus got my rabbits :D

post their pics online soon!!!

along wif the pics of my mice...

wheeeeeeee~

2005-02-02T13:09:00.000+08:00

ME OFF DAE IZ 2DAE
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off daeeeeeeeeee
yippeeeeeeeee
haha okie lah nt THAT happie abt it bein my off dae cos i DO like wkin
arghhhhhh my gosh
somethin realli wrong wif myself
feel like slappin myself!!!!!!!
on one hand feel like congratulating myself yet on the other hand feel like im bein a horrid bitch
sighhhhhs
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oh well I DON CARE U NOE Y?!?!?
cos i haf decided i shld
shun4 qi2 zi4 ran2
ie. let nature take its course!!!
whoohoo~
my chinese so goooooooooooood
tinkin too much gives me headaches n mood swings
so i figure im better off w/o thinkin
(omg the confessions of a BIMBO!)
hehz
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yah well wk was fun yest
boring at first cos i din serve any customers cos too busy musing n tinkin too much
budden ppl started visiting me
xiu, faith, na, jon n grace
but onli grace bought somethinnn!!!!
boohoo~
oh well at least i made ONE sale frm tt
who cares tt its jus a $5 contact lens solution?!
its a sales nonetheless wat :p
oooh but grace goin to the us nxt wk...
gonna miss her man :p
oh well haha don tink she'll miss us much tho wat wif all the hotties in ny
jealous!!!~
hmmm wonder if its possible for me to stowaway?
aniwae tx darlins for droppin over
cant wait to sit down n haf a proper conversation wif u guys :D
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woohoo~
i haf like until 3rd dae of cny
half dae on 4th
n another off on 5th!!!!
wheeeeee~
so funnnnnnn
haha goin to go to as many hses as i can dis yr
so can collect as many ang paos as possible!!!
kaching money money money
mwahahahahhaaaaa :D
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sighhh ma fan
later gotta go collect my rabbits...
but i haven gotten my pay so cant get them a proper cage yet!!!!
nw checkin out yahoo auctions c wat i can get :p
stupid 8250
alvyn cheong u lent me a totally shitty fone n u got back such a nice one'
u better feel touched k!!!!
nt to mention it cost me $90!!!!
ahhh well im a nice fren... wat can i sae :D
so nw u must teach me hw to play the drums as reward ya :)
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aniwae gotta go collect my rabbits soon
gonna hafta clear up my mouse cage tonite too
can smell them frm upstairs liao...
DEFINATELY time for operation clean up...
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2005-01-30T23:37:00.000+08:00

CURRENT MOOD:
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sleepy
veri veri sleepy
but still
anxious
confused
waitin
waitin
waitin
but noes will be disappointed ultimately
so y do i bother?
irresistable tts y
i tink im digging my own grave dis way
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2005-01-30T10:32:00.000+08:00

ULTRA UBER SIANNNN

im ponning church
i feel so bad

but realli i don feel like goin at all...

i donno y man

dis sucks...

can feel a headache comin on n jus waiting for my cramps to launch a full on assault...

my cramps are WEIRD lah

they ALWAYS come at a specific time n last for like 3h...

n it HURTS

realli realli hurts...

can forsee myself dying later at wk man...

arghhhhh~

n my comp sucks too

the speakersjus died on me...

hw am i gonna listen to my songs nw?!

i need them to soothe my cramps one lor...

bleahz~

ultra ultra bleahz

n it doesnt help tt i look FAT nowadays

wait

nt jus look

i FEEL FAT

n i AM FAT

damn

ate half the bar of cadbuey hazelnut choc

nt the small bar leh

its the humongo jumbo bar...

ugh

mebbe tts y i feel all headachey n crappy toade :(

tata goin off to moan abt my sucky life to someone else nw :p

2005-01-30T01:43:00.000+08:00

LOOPYDOOPYWHOOPSIEDAISY
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in abit of a loopy mood
n realised the world is damn small
k lemme tell u wat happened
haha okie so dis guy comes into the shop where i wk few daes ago
he looks quite hot lah nice hair nice tan nice bod okie face typical sporty guy lah...
yah so aniwae i tell all my colleagues i tink hes quite hot
yah well but cody n irene said tt they served him before n saes tt hes damn dao n oso quite cocky...
n cody said tt his WHOLE family is like tt
haha so imagine my surprise when i end up serving him todae
n i find out his name is konrad...
hmmm n i was tinkin... "tt name sounds DAMN familiar..."
den i c his id card "ong konrad"
omg!!!!!
its nat's brother!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
yes natalynn ong shuling's brother!!!!!!!
i was drooling over nat's brother!!!!
no no no no noooooo
cannot tts like taboooooooo
haha brothers (esp nat's ones) are off limits!!!
but hes super dao lor
realli...
don even noe hw to sae thank u
tskkkkkk~
lucky natty baby is so much sweeter :D
i was like "omg omg omg" all the way till i reached the toilet when i called nat to tell her bout her brother
5min later she comes down to visit me jus as her brother walks out of the shop
n i realise her brother is SHORT lor
like 167cm onli
so saddddddddddd
i tink nat got the tall genes whereas he got the tanned genes
haha~
yah den she was quite insulted when i told her cody said the WHOLE family oso got attitude
but was appeased when he added tt she was the onli one in the family who seemed "fun-loving"
but yah haha nat now i noe y nat saes she argues wif her brother so much
my gosh if i had such a whatever brother i'd prob run away frm home...
oh well den again hes still hunky no matter hw bad his attitude is...
DELISH :D
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stupid xiu haha got posted to clementi when she lives at bugis
bet her mr e posted her there to punish her for slacking too much at orchard haha
nw she has to travel like half hr more everydae...
awwww poor soul
but apparantly sales at clementi better than at orchard
aiyah wat u expect rite
clementi aunties too poor so must home-dye their hair
whereas orchard aunties got the luxury of pro dye mahhhh
i wanna be a orchard tai tai nxt timeeee!!!!!~
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wk todae was as usual boring
haha i did everythin i cld to keep myself occupied cos standin at the door to wait for ppl to walk in is so ultra BORING~
i donno hw to rest keep it up lor...
esp jolene regine n cheryl
haha queens of standing lah...
but den again standing wif the rest doesnt exactly seem like slacking sometimes cos the conversations are ulta wild lor
cheryl wld be flaunting her non-existant boobies (guitar, washboard, runway....)
regine making retarded comments bout customers (little samurai man!!!)
jolene making up dirty jokes (screws n nuts... hmmm)
haha n of course which true-blue optics2000 gurl conversation wld be complete w/o the customary groping n fondling?
yah regine has the firmest ass lah
haha sam n celine vying for biggest boobies
cheryl hands down winner of flattest wif irene a close 2nd
n me n jolene are the onli NORMAL ones... :p
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sales was shitty todae
did onli like 2 sales todae
1 sunnies $300
1 glasses $250
tsk quite bad
guess its cos i keep occupying myself wif anythin to keep me frm goin crzy frm boredom
but oh well haha 2 better than nothin i guess...
aiyah wld haf gotten more i tink if ppl stopped tryin to take over my customersssss!!!!
oh well nvm lah haha less customer=more time to dye lenses
which is actualli quite fun
cos its like art n craft~ :)
jus tt smellin in all the fumes frm the boiling dyes i bet kills ur brain cells
felt stupider aft dying the lenses for 6h yest...
mebbe tts y im feelin all loopy nw :p
but den again i so smart
so many brain cells
lose a few oso still got enuf lah :D
haha aiyah sam n cody u both better nt do the dyeing alreadi lah
do until stupid enuf liao!!!!! :p
oops~
haha kiddin darlins :)
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mr loh actualli quite funny i realised
cos i was telling him my art get a+ tts y he shld let me dye the lens
den kinda had a debate todae bout the amt of green tt shld be added to a particular lens
n mr loh was like "i tot ur art got a+ one? hw come donno wat color? aiyahhh i tell u lah put more brown... my art got a+++ one lehhhh..."
i wanted to retort "eh i got a* lor... beat tt!!!!
but den again tot i better nt since he IS the one paying us
later dock my pay for bein rude ill jus DIE lor
haha~
well alot of ppl came to visit todae
k lah nt alot lah omar, nat n mark onli
haha den mr loh caught me talkin to them
but i tink he doesnt mind lah
considerin im doin such a gd job on the lenses :D
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aiyoh n den there was dis woman
she siao one leh
shes obviously RICH
indo lady prob look like the megawati ex-pres of indo
burberry top n dripping wif silver jewellery...
realli DRIPPING lor~
i bet if i robbed her i'd be a millionaire...
but she bargain until like crazy
she wanted dis pair of obiang gold glasses $1200 for frame+ $470 for lens = $1670
budden she was like "aiyoh so expensive can give me 50% off? if u give i buy..."
in my mind i was like tinkin "omg ur CRAZY..."
so i jus sweetly replied tt ill go find the boss
i wasnt abt to waste my effort on her lor
den chester was damn nice
cut until $1245
tts like $425 discount CAN?
i tink hes nuts lah give dis type of discount still can earn money meh!?
oh well shows jus hw overpriced our stuff is :o
but she kept goin "aiyah stil so ex... $800 can?... k lah $850... cannot? k k $900......." etc
kept goin up until $1200
den she left
stupid woman
$45 oso wanna bargain off when its obvious ur damn rich lor!!!!
her bracelet looked AT LEAST worth $10000..
realli n she was wearin equally sparkly earrings n watch too
soooo tempted to rob her!!!!!
den ill haf nice jewellery to wear for cny :D
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cant wait till cny!!!!!!
dis yr gonna get more ang paos i tink!!!!
whoopee~
haha cos got all my parents new church frens
den oso got the bosses n married colleagues...
im rich rich richhhhhh!!!!
wahahahahahhahaaaa
n oso we're goin canoeing!!!!!!
yup 3rd dae of cny plannin to go canoeing wif the optics2000 gang...
hehz but i wanna partner regine!!!!
she seems like the onli person strong enuf to paddle lor
i can forsee if i pair up wif cheryl or cody
either the canoe will tip over cos im too heavy
or ill end up doin all the paddling cos their too weak
TSK so sad :p
den 4th dae gonna haf an a11 reunion!!!!
woohoo!!!!!
cant wait to c the new n improved muscular n hunky ns MEN (nt boys anymore mind u... they're MEN now haha~)
esp clarence n ben...
hmmm wonder if they're still tubby wubby :p
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stupid sam
aiyah still gotta do her hw for her
TSK SAM SO LAZYYYYYY
haha like i said
she smell too much toxic "dye" fumes alreadi lah
all her brain cells "die" liao
ooooh pun
hahahahaaa im soooo witty
i jus crack myself up :D
so nw cos of all the lost brain cells she needs my help for her hw... :p
haha no lah kiddin but realli ah shes takin some business course but the qn is like weird
askin bout the probs related to comps
so tot i cld help her since my cousin mark the comp geek was sure to be able to help her lor
nw i gotta draft out the whole thing for her...
sian~
sighhh im too nice :p
off to do sam's hw... :)
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2005-01-28T02:08:00.000+08:00

UPDATES

(categorized for easier readin)

a) stingy bosses

b) overpriced gds!!!

c) rich ppl-- beware the green eyed monster

d) marie's advise

e) iPodmini guy
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a) my stingy bosses

i quite like wkin nw actualli
yah even if the job DOES include standing arnd wif nothin to do for like sometimes hrs
but the ppl are damn nice
n when u make a sale u realli feel a sense of achievement
n the customers mostly oso v nice one lor :D
haha yah my job kinda rocks in tt sense...
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sales for me was okie todae lah
2 pairs glasses $560+$125
2 pairs sunnies $300+$495
5 boxes contacts $84+$95
haha yah tts like quite alot of money lor
but sucks since im nt on commission base :p
oh well even if we are
the company is damn stingy one lor
i tink the commission is like onli 1%
seriously!!!
which means my total sales bein approx $1650
i wld haf earned...
$16.50 in commssion
WOW
tts like shit little lor
stupid stingy lao loh (as cherly calls our big boss haha~)
but its kinda gd cos apparently chester saes we MIGHT nt hafta pay cpf
den sam was like "y u all don want cpf? gd wat cpf... the company must give u another 10% lor!!!"
haha well too bad ur m'sian sam ham-ster (haha rhymes!!!)
cos u don get cpf
but i realli don c the pt in saving up for cpf NOW when im desperate for cold hard cash
cos i still haf like eons (37yrs to be exact) to save up for it lor
n aniwae
by den ill be a tai tai living in the lap of luxury wif too much money to spend
yah so i wldn even need cpf lor!!!!!!!
n i cld c chester's eyes lighting up when i said
"chester, no need to pay us cpf lah... jus take it as us saving money for the company!!!"
i bet hes damn happie we don want cpf...
its'll be like saving $120x5=$600 per mth lor
yup chester is jus as stingy as lao loh :p
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b) overpriced gds!!!!

but i bet the company earns ALOT of money cos they overcharge for EVERYTHIN
eg. saline usual price outside $1 at optics02 $2
eg. lenses usual price outside av $80 at optics02 $280
eg.dior sunnies usual price outside av $350 at optics02 $500)
yah well u get my pt...
well i guess they hafta chrage so much cos service gd lah
every customer gets PERSONAL ATTENTION lor
kinda nice if u like salesppl following u arnd EVERYWHERE u go
but i guess these rich ppl who shop at optics02 are used to lah
i mean rich ppl always haf ppl hanging at their feet cos they haf the power to buy lotsa lotsa stuffs
hmmm yup
i definately wanna be a tai tai nxt time :D

but i don make it a a pt nt to act as the customers shadow unless they ask lah

cos its like considerin hw much i used to feel these type of salesppl were pests

i don want them to feel the same way bout me :p

yah well tts me

little miss considerate sales gurl :D

c) rich ppl-- beware the green eyed monster

aiyah but kinda sucky leh...

cos there the customers usually damn rich

which means they're children are usually rich too

usually rich tourists n indonesian families

sucks esp much when i c the kids dressed up in nice togs...

i get soooo jealous lor!!!

like there was dis RICH indo family

the son n daughter was like dressed in totally designer stuff lor

den they had paper bags frm shops like a/x, hugo boss, miss sixty... blah blah

yah well damn unfair lor!!!!

n the gurl looked 12!!!!!!!

damn JEALOUS~

i swear

my parents nv even bring me out shopping lor

let alone for branded stuff...

ah well

but i guess the grass always SEEMS greener on the other side...

so i always try to keep my little green-eyed monster in check

God loves me n tts enuf...

well tts wat i keep telling myself at least :o

d) marie's advise

went for lunch wif marie todae

but cant stand hw everybody calls her mariiaaaa like the filipino maids are called

when i asked "wheres marie (proper pronounciation)?"

everyone goes "who? orhhhh mariiiaaaaa ah... cheh"

ick cant ANYONE pronounce her name properly...

haha well aniwae yah but seriously ah marie is the type of person gurls wld love to hate

cos hate (i realised like in the case of fiona xie) stems frm jealousy

usually its kinda diff to like ppl who are kinda everythin...

like marie whos smart, pretty, sporty, responsible n has guys falling all over for her...

yah n she nw seemingly has the perfect life

nice hse, handsome husband, fat bank account, cute dog, baby on the way, still lookin so pretty n slim even tho she 8mths preggies!!!!!

yah well im jealous

so sue me

but yah lor

i realli don mind bein like her lor

but den again

i guess everyones lives has their own disadvantages n bad pts

jus tt we outsiders sometimes don c it...

but i did get gd advise frm marie lah

tx marie :D

one pt tt i tot was realli gd was hw she said nt to bother bout wat ppl tink of u

onli care abt wat ppl u care abt tink of u

who cares if tom dick harry or martin tinks ur a bitch/slut/flirt/bimbo...

as long as ur true to urself n those ppl u care abt or care for u

tts all tt matters

yup

makes sense huh

e) iPod mini guy

but there was dis woman todae tt was quite impressed by my knowledge of all the designer brands ie.thierry mugler, jean paul gaultier, chloe etc

she kinda went "wow u noe ur stuff ah"

haha dis type of comment is considered a compliment lor

considerin its frm a dao HIGH CLASS tai tai leh...

well i guess readin so many mags has payed of in the end :p

haha oh speakin of mags

it as kinda weird cos there was like dis guy i saw at the orhcard busstop goin home

i noticed him cos he dropped his iPodmini which i might add was ULTRA CUTE

not the guy, the iPodmini

haha aniwae so yah lah i was abt to tell him off cos he like din wanna take cae of his stuff but den again who am i (queen of clumsy) to judge huh?

yah so aniwae we get on the same bus n he sits beind me

so there i am readin my mag mindin my own business

when halfway thro the trip he taps me on my shoulder (mind u, his hands were damn cold n i was like kinda stunned for abit)

n asks if he can borrow my mag

den i blur blur went "orh okie..."

den he thrusts his FREE newspaper at me in exchange

but bein the NICE person i am

i jus lend him lor

den halfway thro the trip he taps me again n asks if im gettin off soon

n like 5mins later he returns me the mag n saes (wif his fone stuck in my face) "tx for the mag, y don u give me ur no ill get somethin for u?"

i wanted to go "okie deal will give u my no if u get me ur iPod :D"

no lah but tts kinda mean

so i smile at him (a veri forced smile since I WANTED THE IPOD!!!!!!!!) n sae its okie :)

den 2mins later he taps me (AGAIN WIF HIS COLD HANDSSSS!!!) n saes bye so i sae bye

onli 20min later do i get the notion tt he was tryin to pick me up

no reallli!!!!

im nt bein ego here lah

but i mean i was readin FEMALE mag lor

y wld he wanna read it oso rite?

unless hes gay n he likes my fashion sense n wld like to get fashion tips frm me

but hmmm is tt likely?

yah k whatever

mebbe ill c him tml again den ill tell him

"hi remember me? yah i lent u the mag yest nite... ive decided ill give u my no... since u owe me for lendin u the mag... buy me an iPod? :D"

haha well den again

mebbe nt lah

tt jus sounds like im bein unfair n nonsensical :p

iPod in exchange for a mag?!

pls i deserve at least 10 iPods lor

for irritating me durin a bus ride is a definate no-no

n tapping me wif cold CLAMMY hands is oso bad enuf

hmph

i want 10 iPods!!!!!!

make it 20 if he can afford it in fact :p

ackkkk

damn late liao

shit tml still gotta go wk for some lesson on lenses

progressive or bifocal for hyperopia, high index lenses, polycarbonate high index hard-multicoat uv protected scratch resistant break resistant polarized blah blahy blah...

sian

haha need all the brain power i can get man

n my arm hurts~!!!!!!

frm playin badminton n frm knockin into the corner of tt RETARDED glass showcase

cldnt it c i was there n MOVE?!!?!

stupid inanimate object

hmph~

nites

2005-01-28T01:49:00.000+08:00

TO ALVYN
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hey alvyn sorri bout the fone
realli am...
i noe its shit of me to haf gotten u into trouble since u were bein the nice guy n all
to help a fren in trouble
yah well i realli donno wat i can do to make it up to u
but i will definately get u the another fone by sundae!!!
if theres any trouble btw ur dad n u concernin dis issue
pls give him my no
he can scream rant watever at me
im at fault n i take responsibility
i jus hope ur dad's company can be as forgiving tho
sorri again for the trouble ive caused
sincerely apologising...
wld haf called u to sae sorri
but i admit
im abit too wimpish
scared of ppl screaming at me
sorri again
fone be returned by sundae
promise.
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2005-01-28T01:47:00.000+08:00

MY OWN STUPIDITY REIGNS

well u guys must we wonderin wat tt was abt

yah well long story

my veri nice fren alvyn lent me his 8250 when i lost my fone

n cos the fone abit defective cos cant hear anythin unless usin the earpiece

i decided to swap fones wif my fren for abit cos he had the nokia earpiece n he offered to try to fix the prob for me

yah well smart lil me din tell alv cos i tot i wld be gettin another fone sooner or later n cld return the 8250 soon

but wat i DIN noe is tt my fren was to go to m'sia n get his fone stolen

tt sucked lah

seriously

aughhhh

i feel so bad

yes i noe its irresponsible to haf swapped a fone tt wasnt urs

but den again i tot it'd onli be for awhile

like a wk or so

so i tot "hmmm no harm i guess... i mean alvyn gets a fixed fone back, n i get a wkin fone... wats to lose?!"

well nw i noe

stupid stupid stupid

i feel so guilty realli

i realli realli realli hope alvyn or his dad gets in trouble for dis

i swear i felt like cryin when i found out the fone was lost

damn scared to call alv oso cos i noe he confirm screw me

cos the fone wasn't exactly alv's one lor

it was HIS DAD'S COMPANY FONE

yah well i sure got him n myself in alot of trouble :(

arghhhh i noe apology isnt realli enuf lah but tts all i haf at dis pt

as well as the 8250 replacement by sundae

so anybody has 8250 in any condition

sell me

ill pay for it

2005-01-26T23:10:00.000+08:00

omg

im dead

shit man

shit

2005-01-25T01:17:00.000+08:00

WHY
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y are there so many irritating ppl in dis world?
i feel like slapping someone
or strangling someone
whichever is fine
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.

2005-01-24T23:42:00.000+08:00

HYPROCiTE
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.
i swear i feel like such a hypocrite
i hate talkin to ppl sometimes
cos u gotta force urself to respond in such a way
tt sounds polite n non-rude
jus cos u noe by saein the truth ur gonna hurt them
seriously
there are jus times i feel like bein all blunt n sae wat i realli feel
but tt'll definately hurt ppls feelins
so ill jus force myself n be all nice
gosh if i cld count the times i feel like reachin out to someone n shaking them n saein
"shut up!!! get a life/its ur life stop complainin n accept it/piss off ur irritating/ etc etc..."
i'd...
i'd...
gee i donno its way too many times for me to count
y must i candy-coat everythin i sae?
y must i be tactful when somethings jus need to be spoken abt bluntly?
i hate it realli
its as gd as bein a hypocrite
such a liar
but realli
if i tell the truth
its gonna hurt others
so hw?
hypocrite n liar or tactless n rude
hmmm wow wat a great selection
dis sucks
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2005-01-24T02:52:00.000+08:00

FEEDBACK

i tink i shld realli stop writing such long entries

its giving ME a headache when i read the entries

feedback pls babes :D

2005-01-24T01:39:00.000+08:00

NOSTALGIA

(read whilst listenin to a sappy touching song to feel full impact)

ick

feelin kinda itchy-ish

weird since i jus bathed

stupid mozzies must be :p

its kinda weird hw things turn out huh

one min u tink u noe the end of somethin

but the nxt

the thing u thot u knew abt

turns out totally diff...

makes sense to u?

hmmm yup doesnt make sense to me either

feelin kinda nostalgic nw

tinkin bout all my old frens

i miss u guys :(

esp u guys in army...

hang in there!!!

we'll meet up soon :D

haf i ever told u guys hw much i love u?

yup all of u

even those i hardly meet up wif

i love u guysssss!!!!!

life wldnt haf been the same w/o u...

oooh

don mind me jus feelin all sappy wappy again

hmmm but seriously

i realli tink im a sucky gf

i was seriously programmed to be a bf

nt a gf

REALLI

i tink tts cos i've been brought up a tomboy since all my closer relatives are guys

hmmm explains y ppl tink i flirt i guess

i don realli

its jus natural for me to act like the same arnd guys n gurls

i mean we're all human beings rite

jus tt one small itsy bitsy part of our bodies are diff

so y treat each other differently?

oh well

don mind me

its late n im jus in my usual mopey mood

sorri dear

i noe ur mood kinda bad these few daes cos we hardly meet up anymore

ill try my best to do wat i can to rectify the prob

its damn sweet of u n i DO appreciate the fact tt u always try to come down n fetch me

but...

well u noe hw i feel huh

we've gone thro it before... :)

tml still gotta go wk

but nt gonna be the same cos so many ppl off again

jolene sion(c i so nice call u wat u want me to call u) n cody

sigh

its diff w/o everyone lah

realli cant wait till we haf like a company outing or somethin

so fun :D

esp if we all go canoeing

woohoo~

regine will be the exp leader!!!

speakin of company

i miss our vervetue daes

eug, joel, nick, jos, joyce, mel, lincoln, ben, ronnie, yansen, alvin, my mummy sally...

of course n definately linus (shuai ge!!!! *drools*)

everyone frm vervetue actualli

had so many fond memories there

so many great frenships formed

all the laughter n tears(literally)

wanna realli realli try to meet up soon

but y does everyone seem so busy?

sigh

my darlingest a11 frens

u guys noe who u are

i miss u guys

i realli realli realli do

i miss the times we'll sit at the cafe n bitch n laugh

n u guys will forever be bullying me bout my "ugly" (i beg to differ!!!) eye candies

us suaning pbk n all tt other rubbish

kinda wish we were back in sch nw act

tkgs babes

sarah, sonia, mavis, cheryl, deb (course nt forgettin chomp2!!!)

sup to plan an outing soon but everyone seems so busy as well

don worri ill get down to plannin it soon :D

been a looong time since all the last proper outing wif all present

my ex-church cmc frens

i noe i owe u guys a visit

soon

i promise!!!!

tx for still invitin me over to cg outings n stuff

tho im forever too busy to make it

n yes i do miss u guys too.... :)

my agpc church mates

arent realli as close as id like to be wif u guys actualli

cos i keep missin church or im too busy to attend bible study

always jus hi bye bully each other kinda meet-ups

joseph, ben, adelyne, janice, amos, sam, unc jc my class

n of course all the rest of u as well...

cipthailand 2003 ppl

missin u guys so much too

the simple life in thailand tt bonded us so closely den

hopefully wont disintegrate nw tt we're back to our busy lives in spore

want so much to haf another outin where everyone can make it

n jus play polar bear n shithead again or somethin :D

n of course cant forget the tkguides batch02'

where wld i be w/o u guys?

all the footdrills, camps, spotchecks cleaning out the guides den etc

those were the gd ole daes i guess :)

n theres all my miscellaneous frens too

(sorri its nt tt ur nt imp!!! jus tt i cant realli categorize u :p)

i love u guys so much!!!

considerin theres no particular common belongment to any association or wat nt

but yet our frenships still stay strong

saes alot bout our r/s huh

n finally

too all the ppl in my life who i haven mentioned

but haf made a difference to my life

i wanna thank u guys

cos w/o u all

my life wldnt be as wonderful as it is nw

thank you frm the bottom of my heart

n I LOVE U!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

damn

i noe y im goin all soppy

its the SONGGGGG~~~!!!!

listenin to janet jackson's everytime play over n over

such a great song to go all nostalgic

feel abit like cryin nw :p

changing song nw (yes i noe u guys are goin "whoopoo!!! FINALLY") :p

the killers haf gd songs lor!!!!

other than "somebody told me",

try "all the things i've done" n "under the gun"

damn cool

but i still

n forever will

love

SAVAGE GARDENNNNNN~!!!!!!!

2005-01-23T13:46:00.000+08:00

--whoopdeedooo--

long time no updates liao

haha sorri to all who actualli visit to read my ranting n stuff

but found nothin new

don worri!!!!

its nt tt ive suddenly become contented wif my life!

jus tt u din haf the time lorrrrrr

but TODAE

im back wif a VENGEANCE

lotsa stuffs to rant abt todae :D

hehz

hmmm sucky k

cos i wrote a realli REALLI REALLLLIII long entry tt dae

but my mother jus HAD to nag me n rush me to hurry up n get of the comp

(i guess nag nag naggggg is wat mothers do best huh :p)

yah well den its like the stupid entry cldn load properly n the whole thing was GONE!!!!!!!!

yeah man ultra sucky :(

n i swear the entry was a bloody long one can!!!!!!

*grrr*

felt like wringing someones neck lor...

preferably my mom's neck

bleahz

yah did i mention tt was TOTALLY sucky?

yes TOTALLY SUCKYYYYYY!!!!

roarz

haha so funny leh actualli

mood quite gd these few daes

yah lah must be cos of the panadol i took yest

i bet its nt for headache lor

its a HAPPIE PILL!!!! :D

haha made me go all loopdy doo

whoohooooooooooooooooo~

eatin lunch nw

got some black stuff inside

my granny saes its "mu-er"

but i tink it jus looks like...

ermmm

like somethin black?

yah well it jus looks weird so

nope im nt gonna eat it :p

n i hate those black mushrooms oso!!!!

yucks k

cos its like the place where they store their spores n all

its gross lor

all wrinkly

n GROSS

so nope

nt gonna eat tt either :o

ick

oh but wat i find REALLI gross

is the black stuff we eat durin cny

u noe the black stuff which looks like long stringy hair?

yah looks like wat the typical asian horror films will use for the monsters hair

ie. sadako

haha

well wks realli gd i tink

the ppl there are great lor

sure beats stayin at hm actualli

cos when im home my parents CANNOT stop nagging

its like some automatic meachanism

i can jus imagine them...

p(arent)1: oh look! here comes our daughter home frm a long dae of wk

p2: yes tts gd... hmmm lets c... wat can we nag her abt dis time?

p1: oh look! the table seems kinda messy... shall we get her clean it up?

p2: oh yes!! hmmm but table cleanin jus doesnt seem... enuf...

p1: oh okie den wat abt we get her to take down the christmas tree too? since it wayyyy past christmas...

p2: yah n our rm seems kinda dusty too needs to be dusted...

p1: ... so does the kitchen...

p2: ... n the living rm...

p1: ...y nt the attic as well?... oh wait too bad... we don haf an attic... nvm we still haf the garden :D

etc etc etc so on n so forth

u get my pt huh

den when i moan abit abt hw tiring my job is n my poor achey feet

they launch into the whole

p1: ur so irresponsible!!

p2: hw do u expect to go out n wk if ur home life isnt proper n neat?!

p1: exactly!! its nt as if we don wk too u noe!!! we wk so hard to feed dis family n all we get is u kids whining...

p2: tsk so irresponsible, so defiant so blah blah blahhhhh.......

yah well i usually switch off by den

haha if they can haf an automatic mechanism for nagging

of course ill need an automatic mechanism to BLOCK out the nagging too rite :D

sigh

y cant parents be more understanding?!?!

p1: hmmm wonder when she'll get home

p2: she doesnt spend enuf time at home poor gurl... must be dead tired

p1: yah our poor daughter... spends the whole dae on her feet...

p2: wonder wat we can do to alleviate her stress n reward her harwkiness

p1: mebbe we shld give her extra pocket money for her gd attitude n her hardwkiness!!

p2: yes n mebbe i shld bring her our shopping to buy her new clothes...

p1: tts a gd idea dear! i tink she deserves a realli nice prezzie too...

parents: (together) ah ha! i noe she deserves a CAR!!!!!

oh yeah man

if onli my parents were like tt

sigh but damn they're nt

i was sick the whole of my off dae on fri

but all they cld do was NAGGGGGGG abt hw irresponsible i was

den they made me take down the christmas tree n clean dis n do tt n nt let me use the comp

n I WAS SICKKKKKKKKKKK lor!!!

i cld haf DIED ok!!!!!!

tsk

nxt time ill wk extra hard when im sick

den itll develop into pneumonia

den ill die

n everyone will be SADDDDDDD

n they'll all cry n blame my parents for nt treatin me better

HMPH

slave drivers

haha but feelin quite retarded actualli

damn funny

k tell u abt it

i haf these 2 colleages

jolene n jixian( i tink tts his name lah got lotsa probs wif chinese name :p)

aniwae YAH

so its damn retarded cos i noe both of them are attached

n both of them are attached for like a yr plus alreadi lah

but wat i ASSUMED was tt they were attached to diff ppl outside the company

but the REALITY is tt they were attached

TO EACH OTHER!!!!!!!!

yeah man i din noe lor!!!!!!!!!

it was so embarassing

cos tt stupid jixian is kinda a flirt

k lah a harmless flirt who still tinks his gf is the best

but a flirt nonetheless

yah well obviously NOT noein tt he is jolene's bf

i kinda commented to her tt he was kinda a flirt

n said "wah pity his gf man" :p

aughhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

yah tt was DAMN EMBARRESSING!!!

but hw i noe riteeeeeee

its like a onli rushed into friendster to add ppl

den i onli managed to c jolene's pic wif her bf

budden the guy was KINDA cute-ish

NOT AT ALL like jixian

cos he nw has the GROSSEST hair

wif the GROSSEST center part

yahhhh!!!! like those sleazy salesmen!!!!!!

so jixian

if ur readin dis,

DO SOMETHIN BOUT UR HAIRRRR!!!!!!!!

the saddest part was tt i onli found out aft cheryl asked if they were together

n smart little me jus went

"no lahhhh cannot be!!!! jolene's bf quite cute one... jixian is kinda too gross...:p"

oops

hope i din cause a rift in their relationship :o

aniwae i gtg so sian

cos its like i still gotta go wk at 4

so sian can?!

took half dae off jus to go church

yah haha i agree...

charlotte's such a nice guai gurl :D

(*pats myself on the back*)

haha sucks lah

den don haf anymore pants to wear

cos ones in the wash

the other my mom's wearin

so gotta go spend like a WHOLE DAES salary on a bloody pair of black pants...

TSK

like i said

IM UNDERPAIDDDDDDDDD!!!!!!!!!!!

boohoo~

2005-01-19T01:56:00.000+08:00

RUSH RUSH

RUSHHHH

aghhhh gettin a sore throat

ate like a million cookies baked by my colleague regine

super duper DAMN nice

i love u regineeeee~!!!

nw bake me more cookies :D

whoopee

n cheryl oso ssaid she'll bake brownies one dae for us

more food for us!!!

hah but i don tink i shld bring anythin tho

i mean tts if they don mind eatin chao da cookies lor :p

arghhhh but nw havin a baddd sore throat

i guess its retribution for eatin so many cookies w/o contributing any :(

well i tink the stingray made it worse as well...

but shiok man tasted sooooooo gd!!!!!

n realised tt pigs intestines smell like poop

yah as in poop shit

well i guess its cos the intestines are the ones tt allows shit to travel to the ass rite

haha~

ended up eatin kway chap w/o the piggy stuff hehz

yah well feet still damn sore

but feelin better as compared to yest

cos yest i wore 3 inch heels!!!!!

talk abt idiotic rite

todae 1inch onli...

heavenly bliss for my feet...

while i was sitting at least :p

yah well update again tml

mom rushin me off

bleahz~

wat a nag

haha i guess tts where my naggy genes come frm :p

2005-01-17T22:51:00.000+08:00

TIRED
.
.
s0oooo tired
oh so veri veri tired
i tink im too underpaid to feel dis tired
cant even lift my arms to type properly
bleahz
nvm its onli for 3 mths
.
i must i must i must get new shoes
n new pants
n mebbe a new set of legs as well
my old ones are too numb frm standing too much
blah
i realli am underpaid
i tink
.
.
.

2005-01-17T03:31:00.000+08:00

STUFF

tml startin wk liao

feel kinda anxious

well i guess its natural

but wat if the ppl there don like me

hwwwwwww???

aiyohhhhhhh

must get a hold of myself

give myself a pep talk

"charlotte

ur cute, pretty, smart, witty, kind, sweet m helpful

n tts onli half of ur positive pts.

u'll make frens easily!!

ur boss will love u!!

ull get promoted cos ur so gd at ur job!!

ull take over optics2000!!
update it to optics2005!!

become a millionaire!!

y u so worried?!?"

hmmm yah

hahahahahahahah

guess i feel less worried nw lah

but kinda sucky

jus as im all prepared to tackle my new job,

i get a job offer frm spinnelli

cant decide which i shld take leh

spinelli nearer my place

but optics timing more regular

both same pay

HOWWWWWWW??????

hmmm tinkin of stayin in optics for 3mths den get slaes exp

den move on to do admin wk

den at least my hols wld haf been well spent

nt onli haf i earned money

i haf oso gained exp

*pats myself on the back*

charlotte ur sooooooooo smart!!!

2005-01-17T02:06:00.000+08:00

FEELIN GOOOOD

well did make it to church todae

albeit 45min late :p

well but at least i got there

will be there early nxt wk!!!

feelin real gd cos of it too

realised hw much i missed my church frens

n hw much i missed learnin bout God...

was feelin realli shitty yest

lonely confused n stuffs

but haf come to realise tt its true!!!

ull nv be lonely w/o God!!!

tx sam for bringing it up

ur realli a pretty gd sundae sch teacher

(haha but tt doesnt mean ur nt fat anymore :p)

erm theres some Bible verse on it

cant realli remember nw tho

will check it out another dae

but till den

whoopee~

i feel so loved...

still haf lotsa qns to ask bout the Christian faith

but ultimately

to noe tt God loves u

n when u tink no one is there for u

or u tink ur all alone in the world

jus remember hes there

ALWAYS

no need even for a call or sms

jus call him n he'll be there for u

i love u God :D

watched the spore-indo 2nd leg final soccer match todae

haf nv seen so many ppl crowded in a single place

the national stadium was like FILLED lor...

n ppl started comin at 2pm when the match was startin at 730pm

talk abt kiasu man

even bring their mee goreng n stuff to picnic

haha so typically singaporean~

n we weren't allowed to bring bottled stuff in lor

cos they scared we'd throw it at the players

haha so sad

cos there went my idea at throwing durian husks at the indo players

esp aft they threw toilet paper n bottles at our players durin the 1st leg!!!

*roarz*

budden ah

sometimes i realli hate live matches

yah sure atmosphere everythin is damn gd lah

but to quote frm shakespear's "antony and cleopatra",

"this common body,

Like to a vagabond flag upon the stream,

Goes to and back, lackeying the varying tide

to rot itself with motion."

its the best way to describe the s'porean supporters

when the sporean players playin well,

the supporters will be rushin to support them...

but when they're doin nt so well,

the supporters onli noe hw to blame them n sae they suck.

ie. they're support for the players vary wif the results

it isn't consistent supporting!!!

blah hope these ppl realli become "rotten"...

but den again i guess it realli jus is human nature

is it?

yah i wanna complain sommore!!!

some singaporeans haf NO RESPECT for other countries lor

hw can u boo when other countries national song playin??!?!?!

slap their faces ah...

wheres ur mannners!?!?!

n jus cos ur supporting for the spore team

doesnt mean tt everythin the indo team does deserves a red card CAN?!?!

realli lah

EVERY SINGLE TIME A SPOREAN PLAYER FALLS OVER

NEAR (note the word NEAR nt even in contact) AN INDO PLAYER

EVERYONE STARTS SCREAMING "RED CARD READ CARD RED CARDDDDDDDD"

n when the ref doesnt give,

they start screaming

"REFEREE KAYUUUUUUUUUU!!!!!!!"

eh pls lor kayu ur head lah

sometimes its realli nt the indo players fault LOR

stupid sporeans (well SOME at least)

we live in such an UNDIGNIFIED country sometimes

TSK

no wonder i started rooting for the indo payers halfway thro

firstly i tink the sg goals were so bloody TYKO

donno wat the indo goalie was doin

(prob distracted by my beauty lah im sure :p)

but the indo players had better foot wk in general i felt

but yah lional lewis was gd too lah hafta admit

but foreign talent mah

we pay gd money for him frm our taxes so he had BETTER be gd

same wif agu, dickson n bennett

but i tink agu v poor thing

cos his name is so easy to shout

so ppl keep shouting his name

"... go agu go ago go..."

or jus plain "guuuuuuuuuuuuuuu!!!!"

jus cos its easy to shout lor realli

i mean itimi dickson i jus as gd

but u don hear ppl shouting

"... go itimi go itimiiiiiiii!!!..."

quite poor thing cos so much pressure

esp when he misses or doesnt take a shot

ppl go "oiiiiiii guuuuuuu wat u doin guuuuuu??!?..."

yah well i guess agu sounds more primate ish

more powerful

so nicer to shout?

i donno :p

yah wait i haven finish complaininnnnn!!!!

theres dis GROSSSSSS FAT GUY sittin near me

wait wait wait

lemme get dis straight

i haf nothin against fat guys

but i haf somethin against

UGLY IRRITATING UGLY GROSS FAT GUYS WHO TINK THEY'RE SO FUNNNYYYY

note they're realli NOT FUNNY

jus ACTING STUPID which they tink is soooo funny

n it was ultra irritating cos he had dis high pitched laughter which sounded gurlish

AND he kept swearing in hokkien like it was the coolest thing the world

UNCOOL

that is sooooo

UNCOOL

wats more

he kept waving his arms arnd in the air

n it was gross

GROSS

cos he had white flabby fat arms

n he was wearin a SLEEVLESS top

....horrors....

almost fainted lor

kept waving his arms n the fats were jiggling n wobbling

like jelly

...bloob...bloob...bloob...

ewwwwwwwwwwwww

bad memories

bad bad BAD memories

ohhhhh but the little malay boy sittin in front of me was soooooooo cute

was soooooooOOO cute!!!!!
did i mention he was

SOOOOOOO CUTE>!>!>

had the biggest sweetest eyes like a little puppy

awwwwww~

yahhhh i wanted to kidnap him n bring him home

but his father looked kinda scary so din dare :p

but yah lah overall

the match wasnt as gd as the spore-myanmmar match

cos frm the beginnig alreadi can tell spore gonna win lor

well tts partly the reason i was rooting for indo

cos no kick lah!!!

jus winning like so easily..

but ppl kept shooting me murderous glances

like i was a traitor in their midst

TSK

give it up can

its JUST a game :o

n oso no childish acts like kicking soil n throwing stuff

haiz wat a disappoinment

shld haf realli smuggled in the durians lor

can haf durian picnic AND put the husks to gd use :D

2005-01-16T04:07:00.000+08:00

I CANT SLEEP

arghhh cant slp

cant slp

cant slp!!!!!!!!

well i guess dis is wat happens when u make it a habit of slpin at 7am every mornin

die lah donno tml hw im gonna wake up for church choir prac

AND the blog is giving me more trouble

yes MORE problem

AGAIN

stupid tagboard is covering the scroller

arghhhh

2005-01-15T23:58:00.000+08:00

BLAH

feelin weird

tink i ate somethin wrong jus nw

2005-01-15T23:24:00.000+08:00

LIFE

hmmm well here i am back (yes again)

i donno

but feelin kinda odd

cos i've jus been reminded hw much im affected by wat ppl tink of me

its sad isn't it

to want to live a life tt others "approve" of...

hw many times in my life haf i ended up feelin depressed cos i hear frm some other ppl who hear frm others tt someone tinks im a flirt/bitch/gossipy/lazy etc etc

yah so wat if it IS sometimes true

it does hurt a whole lot

esp if u tot the person who said such a thing was(or is) a fren

i donno...

i realli don wanna live my life like dis anymore

living a life whereby on the surface

i seem unaffected by ppls comments

but in reality i realli do tink loads abt if the comment is true

if others feels the same way abt me

if i shld change?

im lonely

i realli am quite lonely

it doesnt seem like it on the surface

i mean hw can someone wif as many frens as me feel lonely

i don even haf time to meet up wif everyone!

but den again

the onli person who i can realli speak to is my bf

n so wat happens if we quarrel?

who can i look to to find solace n comfort?

who can i cry to?

its sad realli

cos i don go to anyone

i guess i cld

but i don want to actualli

i don realli wanna burden ppl wif my probs

i don like ppl to noe tt under tt happie face is realli someone who has probs

who hurts jus like everyone else

but i jus smile like everything is okie

but izzit realli a facade

hw ppl tink tt im always so cheerful

so happie

izzit realli me?

y cant i bring myself to realli open up to ppl?

to tell my deepest darkest feelings?

so many questions

but wheres the answers?

2005-01-15T18:26:00.000+08:00

STUPID HTML

arghhhhhhhh
realli hate the technical aspects of blogging
wat html wat commands wat links!?!?!?!?
i feel like eating someone nw
*roarz*
stupid stupid stupid blog
hahaha actualli wanted to use another skin which said "im a bitch"
but nah im nt so shan't give ppl the wrong impression
hmmm nw all i gotta do is find some way to change the music
the music nw is like some sentimental soppy instrumental rubbish
I MUST CHANGE IT!!!!
wonder if i can change it to my current fave song
the killers: under the gun
ack
must realli find some way to off the music!!!!
its ruining my other musiccccccccc~
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sigh
haha slept for hrs n hrs n hrs
jus woke up actualli
tink slept for 14h so shuang
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but its kinda sucky cos realised these are the last 2 daes before my freedom will be totally gone when i start wkin
wont haf time to spend 5h on the comp
wont haf time to slp 12h in my comfy bed
wont haf time to watch 4h of tv
wont haf time to complain for the rest of the dae
wah kinda sucky leh
i wanna wk an office job frm 9-5!!!!!!!!
but cant since apparently u gotta go thro a recruit agency for it
i refuse to give up my money to some stupid agency lor :p
its my money
i DESERVE to keep my hard earned money!!!!!!!
hmph

2005-01-14T15:22:00.000+08:00

STUPID BLOG DON LIKE HTML

shit sneezing like nuts
n the best part its for no reason
haha but den again prob alot of ppl are tinkin bout me tts y i sneeze so much :D
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wah super sian
tryin damn hard to personalise my blog
BUT ITS DAMN BLOODY DIFFFFFFFFF!!!!!!!!!
arghhhh
still hafta add fotos, add music, get a tagboard, n get a blogskin
sighhhhhh n i frequently wonder y i haven done dis earlier
oh wait i remember
cos its so BLOODY MA FAN!!!!!!!
hmph
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but realli lah much tx to joel for patiently helping me wif my blog qns
at the expanse of his prac!!!!!
yesh i am SOOO loved :D
tx joel!!!
don worri once i get the links to others ppls blogs, urs will be the first to go on k :)
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but i realli hafta get a hold on my life
my habit of waking up late is totally ruining my life
i always go to slp wif a plan of wat ill be doin the nxt mornin
but cos of my horrid habit of waking up late
my entire sked is screwed up
n im sure its nt exactly a veri nice habit to be forever late to appointments
sighhhh
to all my frens who i've previously made to wait for me
I'M SORRI!!!!!
so nw i shall make yet another (prob unattainable) new yr's resolution
I SHALL BE ON TIME!!!!!
well tt was the easy part........
nws the diff part...
carrying it out :(

2005-01-14T02:42:00.000+08:00

WOOHOO~

I HAF A BLOG

dis is retarded
im jealous cos everyone elses blogs are so nice
y do i hafta get stuck wif some ugly template?!??!
hmph im jealous
yah but whatever kinda my fault cos i guess im too lazy to learn hw to get a new template :p
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yah so aft years (3 to be exact) of procrastination
haf decided i shld finally get my blog up n running
hmmm yah so wats the purpose of dis blog
i guess its to keep ppl updated bout my life
(tho don exactly noe y my life wld be interestin enuf for ppl to wanna read abt)
nt like xiu n nat's n all those other ppls blogs where the contents are bloody funny
mine is jus same ole same ole
but NVM
I SHALL IMPROVE MYSELF N MAKE MY LIFE MORE INTERESTIN FOR THE SAKE OF THIS BLOG.............................. NOT!!!!
haha too much trouble i tink
im a veri lazy person as all of u can tell
haha well ANIWAE
(shit i realli gotta change dis habit of goin out of pt)
donno lah c lah lost my train of thought
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i miss my frens soooo much~
seriously i haf like a whole busload of ppl i wanna meet up wif
but sad to sae the onli frens i haf nw are the straits times classified section, the fone, n my (beloved) sims2
woe to me
n it doesnt help when www.thesimsresource.com keeps comin up wif new stuff for me to d/l n add on to my alreadi massive sims collection which kinda sux cos my whole game lags cos of the d/led stuffs
doesnt help tt even when im free i'd rather be wif my sims than wif real ppl
WATS WRONG WIF ME?!?!?
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haiz k but i guess my life is lookin up
i got a job (albeit a low paying one but den again who am i to fuss?) at optics2000 wisma
so ppl come visit me k!!!!
but don come till march cos i onli start earning commission den haha
n remember to buy expensive stuff k cos the quality is always better
yes of course u shld buy the expensive stuff cos of the quality
no no noooo of course im nt askin u to buy the more ex stuff jus cos i want more commission
do i seem like tt sorta selfish person to u
no rite?!??!
im glad u tink im as nice a person as i view myself to be :D
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blah i hafta go blading tml mornin
hope to get tanned n wk on my skid stop
but shit its diff cos i cant seem to get the skates the go against friction
so instead of a half stop
i jus spin for 2 rounds
den fall flat on my ass
mebbe tts y its so flat :o
haha but hope i don fall on my wound
shit it was quite scary the last time i fell on my newly healed scar cos the the wound underneath the skin started bleeding again
so i ended up wif a purple grapelike thingy on my knee
which was uber gross
n cos i had such a gd time forcing the blood out frm under the skin,
i ended up squirting some on my fren
oops sorri :p
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but i tink life is kinda sad when the sims2 overtake ur life like it has mine
so yes!
i haf decided
my new yrs resolution is....
(drumroll pls)
to play less sims2 n go out more wif frens
so u guys must ask me out k!!!!!!
:D